A letter from October 24th, 2019

Dear Future Brenna, Merry Christmas. I hope you are doing well. I hope that I can make the changes now necessary to create a better life for you. I know you might look back with pity on me and I think I deserve it. Today I am starting a higher dose of antidepressants and taking medicine for the folliculitis on my arms. I hope both of these things will help. I plan to sweep the house, get groceries, and perhaps watch a movie tonight. I am looking for a job and I hope you perhaps will have one, something you really love and can feel fulfilled in doing. If not, that's okay, as long as you are looking and applying. God bless you.