A letter from August 14th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hi. Hows it been. Happy birthday FutureMe. This is just a random day but, tell me. Did I make it to my dream school? Am I a journalist? Or will I soon be one? How was these years? Did I succeed, fail, did both occur? Am I now in a good high school. Am I not in the normal Freehold and Manalapan high schools? Tell me. Are you truly happy? Did I ever get more bullied? Did family life ever get better? Did you make real friends? Did you ever find happiness one year? Now lets take some time off questions. I hope that you achieved all your dreams and hopes. I hope that you got over your fears. I'm right now on the floor on my carpet writing this. So, I don't know where you are. Or what device you are on. But, I hope that you understand that my 11 year old self truly cares about my 18 year old self. Also, what are you going to do for your 18th birthday? Let's go back to the questions. Did I move? Did I change my room? What trends happened and went? When did you have your first time? Did you have/had a boyfriend? Am I actually asexual? Are you healthy? Sorry, if some of these questions are stupid. I just want me to be safe ok. Do you have a job? I just want to tell you, I got my backpack today. I also got eye cream, 1 shirt, and 1 pair of pants. Remember that. What did you do today? How is high school so far? Is it like High School Musical, or is it terrible? Okay, so did you do everything you wanted? Did you make the best choices? Are you living your best life? But, I should stop now. Happy birthday FutureMe.