A letter from August 12th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Hey there... I have a few questions. Are we still alive? Is life still rough? Do we stay with Parker? Do we get into MIT or UofU? What about the military did we end up going? Are we still friends with Tessa, Kristen, and Emilee? Do we still play instruments? Life is kinda hard now. There this feeling... well not really a feeling. But I’m so... numb. Mostly the only time I actually feel something it’s sadness. People keep telling me that things will get better. But will they really? What if not actually alive by the time this sends? Did mom and dad get a divorce? How did Lewis’s surgery go? Are we still in therapy? I bet we still like anime and Panic! At The Disco😂😂 are we a good witch?? I’m still trying to get the supplies for spells. Still trying to get books for it and researching a lot on the internet and I can’t forget the all the YouTube videos!! Did we figure out our gender? Did we start testosterone??? Did we get top surgery?? Do we have any pets?? Did we every get a snake??? I really want a snake but my won’t let me have one ‘cause she’s terrified of them😂😂 that’s ok though, I can wait. I guess that’s all, I love you and hope you’re alive and well!💜 ~Sincerely, a younger SJ