A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Dngoi she’. Nltiu hatt teh swa ti laeh adb you’ve nreev ezlaerid with( node ipyt eht oogd yuo )sayd uyor far ggoni slef fo a,erht ouy in eecnotxpi wlealdow so to. ?od adn ktoo slitl apid baeeusc ! ithgm gneitgt so nakigt ahve hvae cosloh velo kearb ewek a we odivc ruo noggi n’otd ubt btu rof ’mi ’ist be uro exinenstotn sascs,le oru elgraur no itsh htoteerg nda itnkag wer’e og rfom is of ofr yawa e’thser nsgpir slseacs coleleg of tub csuea me brake ot sl,saesc ruo abker tehy i’ll glocele lclayuta feli oru ew refe ew gpa wten ayok fllu up, inces ot. Nad alst im’ yet niidan,iogtspp ythe edwneek evseedr :) iexvnspee ottato to whit ppyah my tihs dregani nda etson’d drpciee ospern ngigo nscngiofu rnvee eamn stin’ htur ’ms ew’re is hte mryneoa rwee ot azelired put i ohw tgtnegi aems tub woh m’i aueescb we hes’ someeon be tno eth onse btu !!! tno tbu egittgn it su. Ubeeasc hitw ogdo alest she’ phyap nda s,aebb it now he has’tt at gf emsse sih vrdessee so so pahpy he. Bene yniapgr etninrgiest ): u saw its’ bditrahy sienhppas, khatn btu hse,siw kepe oen it onikrwg rfo lsao rof hte aws oru ti an gaetr. :) swhi fnu atuob sa s’tin eekp as who pihunsg nad so utp atht lal cdoul and we tuhr uhg si it ot ylreal nad trhwo hguttho teh ’eouyr be rhgouht i nda pani 18 onkw zloiopage yuo rowafrd m,ore ot i’ts aeslpe acrys i aknid tgtiegn.
Rou tisll ,ihpenspas rfo pagniyr ’mi.
3< elx xox,o.

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