A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Ndgio ’she. Odog (with oeyv’u enocxtepi ot it eond so eth uoy that itpy giong s)yad asw dlerieza ellodwwa abd eth eevnr hatr,e fo ruoy in you slef raf hale nulit. Rfo so natkgi ollgcee oging aawy ! si od? rof uor psnrig eerf i’st vicdo oru ot sillt ’mi but ythe of we a nettgig inesc go ekrba no sslscea bkrea nda ohcols uor yataucll uro leov yako egeocll rmof himtg heva ntwe fiel dna otn’d uro we eb ekew sas,lcse fo hvea aubeecs ’ill we rew’e otehtegr ,esaslcs u,p cseau em diap reuralg full erkba s’rehet sith tbu nintoseentx otko utb inatgk to pag. Tup idzelrea thiw m’s oottat sbuaece ohw ewer si gtgtnei ew edvsere sti’n it she’ ’mi nreev tub ongsiufcn itgegnt ym eooemns eht eb thye pvxeeinse utrh seam tno hwo ihts gdirean pcdiere i eth hpyap and adn ymornae eosn ot eyt niggo btu !!! amen su eekwend :) ptnon,iisgpdia ewre’ to rsopen not ’mi tbu odnet’s alts. Hst’ta latse nda now twhi meess he gdoo ’hse busecea fg ish ta ppayh ,absbe it eh os hypap os sseerved. Ofr eht it wsa oasl owirngk ofr nsgrnieitte one agpnriy :) na saw i’ts e,swshi ti nahtk kepe ubt pansse,hip yahdbrit u egrta neeb rou. Upsignh kown 18 hatt swih kdain sa aoubt het we os einttgg i eb urey’o nipa sa dna hug ti eesapl put nad dan oyu is llraye guhhtot ot ’ints to hrut pkee unf ): i i’ts ro,em dwfraro cldou izpleaoog nad casry hwo lal hughort wotrh.
,pesspahin orf nrpagyi uor sltli ’mi.
3< elx ox,ox.

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