A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Nigod ’seh. Fo ldaoewwl lhae wsa raf oyu het tpyi tliun )dysa oyru oedn venre tcnxpeieo uyo fsle h(tiw ea,thr eht to ttah izaderel dba ti os odog ni niggo ue’yov. Glceelo sacesls, ’im ew awya ,up shti tbu ot of haev oru ctlyaaul ssaeslc ew iadp si rfmo elvo gimht tnaigk earbk no nda eekw our encis ufll we od? sceua rehtteog oglcele tgtgnei orf oru krbea og efer uaebcse okot nxnoeisentt gpsirn hlocso yoak eruargl tbu file iogng ! il’l lsc,eass ltlsi eyth btu uor s’ti rou a odicv apg rewe’ em d’nto of wnte nda fro ntgkia vahe to os eb ekrab s’rehte. Ngogi im’ vnsxieepe ’etdnso norpse everesd were is ot eadnirg teh ppayh esh’ it and pngaop,iitndsi ientgtg erew’ ihts but !!! nmae htey owh alst we meas ekwnede oattot not eth ’ms ruth su ot my utb dan eonmsoe ihwt i pieedrc esno t’nis nniogucsf ont utb eabesuc iggentt maeyron laeierzd renev be tye ptu ohw ): im’. At odog ahpyp own eh os hsi gf eessdrev yaphp os hiwt it ahts’t she’ leats he dna ba,seb msees cuaeseb. :) an riynagp alos itieertgnns hkatn ’its oen tub nkwiogr peainhs,sp ekpe orf heisw,s ruo eth hydtriab rfo bene u ti asw was tearg ti. Uroy’e itgntge oemr, shiw hte yellar ttah knwo rhtu 18 ti woh s’it pani upsngih hwrot to utp os i fnu to ): adn nda nad btuoa and is syrca yuo nits’ ghu glopzeoai hhtgruo rwodafr as colud eeaspl all idnak gohutht i ew eb pkee sa.
Mi’ ygrnapi ae,sisphpn siltl our ofr.
Exl ,xxoo <3.

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