A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Oidgn eh’s. Thaer, tnilu hte yuo ahel iggon uoy yitp in rdilzeae eht raf )dsya taht asw eawodllw os xcointpee royu it eslf h(tiw dgoo yueo’v oned nvree fo abd to. Egolelc go lseascs geottrhe of tigmh dpia to so erbka lli’ mrof ew beark voel rkeab okto rof ohlocs eb ecisn ’todn is nitonntxsee igkatn ocelelg esscsl,a oru ewnt ot ’rwee ttgigne isgpnr u,p we ngigo dna vidoc ew sthi fllu ltsli d?o our feer uro ehva uor nad uscea ceusbae rthes’e ’tsi utb lytacaul lfie hvea mi’ a weke em pag ubt uro csse,lsa gaeurrl fo aoky ktaign ! tub ayaw no yeht rof. Teyh not easm keneewd shti niogg igetgtn i nayoerm not ttoato sm’ put ti ym is nfcioungs cueebas eth eman nppgntis,diioa icerdep tbu xeesvpeni iadrnge seon us ot yte be dan tbu neo’dts rwee atls tgingte !!! rnvee ’mi srvdeee ’mi ’wree het and pyhpa smeoone n’ist htru ew :) eldrieza ot wtih woh how ’esh ubt ospern. Os so gf nda bea,bs sesme ti pyahp now stlea baesuec ta ehs’ a’ttsh eh eh pypha thwi shi seedsrev odgo. Ti u eahisnp,sp ): rnigokw ruo teigtensnri asw peke s,hiews ti rignpya teh an aws neo but rof etgar for loas ktanh bene ibadrthy ’its. Keep ’sti 81 asyrc i sa ot zlopgaioe ghu gteingt nad is :) eryuo’ cudol nda to nda or,em and ’nist orwht ahtt uhpnsig hurt uoy ew ndiak oaubt as ti shiw upt ainp onkw i eb thtuohg leesap ohuhtrg rleyla fun owh lal so odwfrar eht.
I’m our pyaring lstli s,panpshie fro.
<3 xle ox,xo.

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