A letter from August 11th, 2019

Peaceful right?

hey lex, it’s weird that I’ve already written 4 other letters but I feel the need to write more. This summer has been a roller coaster of emotions, we experienced some good, some bad, and some ugly. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s just been so hard lately, i spent my summer chasing after mark, i tried to hard to make us happen but he didn’t want me. He says he still likes me but he always makes mistakes and he doesn’t wanna put me through that or something ?? I haven’t texted him in almost a week but I called him yesterday to see if he could help me and isabel get our car unstuck but he said he couldn’t help and then hung up before I could say thanks anyway. I’m really hurt and I wish I didn’t feel this way. I’m not sure what I’m supposed to do anymore, do I just wallow in self pity until my heart heals itself somehow ? I’m so lost and confused and I can only hope that we have our **** together by the time you get this letter. Oh also happy birthday ! make sure you get that tattoo over spring break unless you’ve decided not to then that’s fine! I hope that when I read this letter again I’ll be happier and that reading marks name won’t hurt. I’m praying for our happiness and I hope it finds us :) until we meet again, xoxo lex

Epilogue

about 2 months later

Hi lex :)

I remember that summer oh so clearly and i want to apologize for putting you through all of that hurt over a boy who doesn’t know what...

Indgo e’hs. Hlae eahr,t oyu veu’yo (twhi fo the deno os swa yitp tinlu veern rfa ot oyu it darzeeli neitxeopc eht ttah dba dowalwle )yasd ogign uyro in odog self. Dan lloeecg lessacs gnkita gngoi efre mgiht pdia dtno’ of a rebka is fo sebauce ew gap lufl ntgiegt lsoohc eontnsntixe yhte heav our aberk ykoa eakrb nad ot ihts em im’ s,selcas to uarrelg go btu o?d so lil’ ew ,up ntkiga elfi ecaus ipsnrg ! rou olev fro morf no ntwe sitll ofr ulyacalt ywaa lscesas, ruo isnce eb ubt tretgeoh ekwe koot ovidc ecgleol aveh uro ewe’r uor st’eehr tub ew ’sti. R’wee who uascbee thru ymnaeor wtih oigng amen toaott we eewr seh’ not ’sm but ins’t utp nda wkeende ’mi cdpeeri ievexesnp tye hyapp my im’ eosnd’t onmesoe gtentig nugnisocf and nprsoe aigd,tpispinon otn si vdreees !!! gtnetig tasl siht ot be tbu us eosn ythe ot argndei teh it the woh tub asme i :) zeeidlar nvree. Dan hapyp asth’t wno sevdeser thwi eh yphpa aetls os it e’hs so odgo at hsi ebbas, gf eemss he eesuabc. Saw ti :) utb ypignar ti saw htabriyd lsoa u eiwhs,s egatr eht uor orf sgritneneti eihnssap,p eepk eon ebne hktna nwigkro sti’ rfo na. Si hatt nda niteggt eht so dniak 81 nda ghipsnu iswh acysr ufn put tohghut rwrdaof napi thru alepse htowr we dan nad t’nsi tugrhho i :) i guh ohw tabuo epke oue’ry as to gioplaezo cdlou it lal s’ti eb alryle as mre,o you to kwno.
E,nspphais yniarpg fro im’ uro stlil.
<3 lxe xxo,o.

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