A letter from June 25th, 2019

Dear FutureMe, Today I went to go see grandpa and we’ll I just want to make sure you remember these clips from then G= grandpa c=carol m= me C. Isn’t Kylie pretty g. I don’t know G. I love you. m. I love you to. g. I love you so much. m. I know you do But all I wanted to say was: Grandpa don’t leave me I need your loud laugh I need to hear poncho or Jonny 1 more time I need to hear your voice I need you I can’t and won’t say goodbye to you because that means your leaving and you can’t leave not now not never I want future me to name my first son don and for him to never smoke and never get cancer never to leave me never to get hurt I need him to remind me of him every time I call his name every time I hear his laugh I hope it’s just like his and that he will just as good as a grandpa as he was 7 years ago he died 7 years later I want to remember him every Day flag this keep this remember this you might be getting slot more😭😢🥺🙂😣😔😟😕😢😭😥😪