This is you 6 months ago!

Dear FutureMe, I am so confused right now. I am scared, unsure of the future, and impatient with knowing what will happen. As I read this months from now who knows where i'll be... I could be in the police academy, I could be barely paying bills, or I could even be dead. Though I wish for the best it has been a surreal thoughts to realize that the possibilities of change in the next few months are infinite. There are some great things happening right now. I just got a girlfriend, Alexa, that is the first girl I have dated in 5 years that I have no preconceived worries about. She is beautiful, smart, and deserves the absolute best which is exactly what I hope i'll be for her. As I write this now I hope that when I read it again that story will be even more beautiful and good. I am sort of on the fence with my future when it comes to work and living. I really, really want to stay in northern Kentucky and I am so close to getting the police job. If that doesn't work out I know i'll struggle for a short time but can only hope that i'll find a way to persevere. I could always fall back on social work or something I guess. I also have the problem of living... I wouldn't mind living with Alex but I wonder if it will work better than last time. It is late and I have an interview for a very important job in about 7 hours but this seemed like a good idea... Morgan, you have accomplished many things, people love you and care about you, I hope where ever you/I are when I see this again it involves me with a smile and dreams and hopes still alive.