A letter from October 18th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, It is strange to write to myself, also because it will have been 7 years. It will be 7 years that I will be tattooed the inscription "love yourself" and I want to remind you / me why. I have faced many bad times, many negative thoughts and these were dimming my vision more and more. Last March (2018) I met a fantastic group. The BTS. These 7 boys have improved my life, and who knows if we will be facing their military leverage. Today they announced (18/10/18) their renewal of the contract with the bighit for another 7 years. I could not be happier. These seven guys helped me a lot. With their songs they made me understand that I must love myself, that I have a lot of beautiful qualities, I have so many qualities and that I must love myself. I also have flaws, but those flaws are always part of me and I have to accept them. This is why the tattoo, to remind me always to love myself. I hope that in seven I have seen them several times in live, at a real concert, I really hope so. They gave me so much courage at a time when I wanted to give up everything. I really hope they have so much success and that I am still so close to them. I do not think I've ever been so much with a group. But they are my angels. I wonder if I'm still working on the beach, I wonder if I'll have a boyfriend and if he's Asian. Now I am 20 years old, and when I receive this email I will have 27. I wonder how I will be, if I'm even more sure of myself. I really hope they reach a lot of success because they absolutely deserve it. I love you BANGTAN, right now you are really my happiness and my strength. PURPLE YOU💜 And to you, me of the future, know that you have so many advantages, you are a fantastic girl and I hope you will succeed in realizing your dreams, both to see them live and to go to Japan. You deserve it