Future.

Dear FutureMe, I was just wondering. Right now, you are turning 30. you probably do not have this same email address, but i really hope you remember to check it sometimes, because wow, that would mean that you really did care about something. This pastme, me, is scared of growing old. I really am. What are you doing in life? Do you have children yet? Did you show the world exactly what you could do? Well, if you havent get on out there like a younger version of Susan Boyle and just work it and show them what you can do. Do it for Michael, and do it for the husband you hopefully have. Do it for your grandparents, especially grandma, grandpa, and grammy. (Those are your only grandparents). Do it for GG. Do it for your parents. Mom and Dad. Do it for your brother. Brandon. Do it for your children, hopefully named Michael, Joanna, or Michael, Jonah and some other pretty girl name like Jasmine so you could call her Jazz, like Jasper Howard, the football player that was stabbed at UCONN. Do you remember? I really hope that you have changed than how you are now, because the way that i am now really sucks. Tell me, did you ever tell Lucy how you really felt? Did you ever make up with Carly? What about Avery? Did you ever meet Prince, Blanket and Paris? Did you ever meet Logan Lerman? I bet you haven't. I bet you just let an oppurtunity fly by. Like many that you have already unintentionally. I am really stupid sometimes, but i know that everybody is like that. I think life is stupid that way because you dont have a second chance, but then again, what if the mistake you made a long time ago was actually for the best, and redoing it just made it worse or ruined the awesome future that you made for yourself by making that mistake in the first place. Tell me, what did you do for a profession? Did you do what you wanted? Lawyer, Archaeologist? Paleoentologist? Congress Woman? Greek and Roman mythology teacher or sometype of specialist? I really hate not ever being able to set a path in stone, really. I cannot deal with all the **** us women have to deal with. What about the world? Us humans really have screwed the whole world up. We ruined it, and we never once thought about the creatures that were here before us. We are all so selfish. I HATE THIS!!! please, tell me that it is different now. Please. Allik, the past self that is currently 13.