A letter from October 12th, 2018

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Successor, I am proud of you Sara my Queen. you have done so much in your life and influenced so many people, id like to think. I could not have asked for more than that, yet i AM. I am asking you to do your best to get into the major that is good for you, whether Medicine/ physiotherapy/ Dental/ or even Business management. I will be happy anyways, It was great being you, now and then and in the future, I am sure. I am sending this on the day you turned your life into the right track, you let go of someone I knew was not for me. Thank you. Thank You, for doing all of what you have done to get past life, to not only exist, but to LIVE life truly. I thank you in advance of everything you will do for me, and other. I ask of you to please live the life you want to live in. If some obstacles were to be in the way, just change you path and walk past it, till you reach your destination. You deserve all i can offer. Be creative, think of a way to better your products/ project/ writing or whatever you have in front of you. thrive to be great, and achieve greatness. when your dreams become a reality, you better not settle down. I, now, am so nervous for you Sara. "Why?" because I know nothing about you, the 19 years old me. it makes me nervous to know that i have lived, and grown too much. it makes me nervous thinking about the difficulties you overcame without me knowing about it. I am still 16 years old, and 2 years and 3 months from now, you are 19 years old. writing this it is like writing: 1,2,3s. But when i really think of those numbers and what is going to happen during, it struck me. How in 8 months i will be graduating, how in one year(?) i will be getting into college and in 8 years, less or more, I will be graduating for the second time, but OUT of college. All that aside, Now. Now i am just a regular 12th grade student whose living her school days, trying to manage between her school and marks and tahsili/ qudurat. I am just a typical teenager, writing to her half adult-self. take care of yourself for me/ us. Love<3<3<3, Queen Successor Sara.

Epilogue

8 months later

Dear past and hello future Doctor,
i read this just now and im so taken back by the things i wrote here. sadly im still 19 , an age which...

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Eo,vl.
,yo m,om verrid ss,a atc 91 gwnor ouyr lsfe.
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L,eov.
A ass uyor nsoo wrgno to fo l,fse a 20 19, oy be neosrp.
I presdesde osryr usdno. Emso dysle+p(eas orrotwmo ra)eierl horu cdahhckiswtesedrho+eerae+ gnso eahv nad loegecl its i 1m6:a2 ioitpnmor+gnn.
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Vole yuo ingaa i. . Wt em phpya keam do yuo idc. ?ko leov leov i uyo fuicgnk ontd yuo uoy umch etansrdund os i ugh. You fro mose i aedcr uoy it kwno to ende yeuor eoldv if lli atht one deen ,for eb dan nmrdei oyu uyo.
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Tawi nnifgdi jstu sindfer in is ki egocell ahdr. Ro revwte godo ysa imet aetk gsinht heyt.
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Hpa:py mi.
Tlietl tarstpeih b-c eden my rtises dcoul who i be aevh na era i artge a henw.
Ofor aehd ym a fr-o vaboe.
Utec ehva the i setb cat a owh cb- si ass.
Wthi is irtaenol my blfuauiylet gerw uro ym -cb so tgea,setr dad eht onaelrti.
Ocesm eh asltk vryee ym ists in ym eht ym- leov wthi me ytosml csoem he to orf but bc i and yapl ik e(h ihm her for ,rca ni oselv room yad etrrobh lcciaasyloon wthi me tca tth)a ubt hre.
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Aetlr itwre lli.
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O,lev.
Soon efuulbiat yuor deunstt lelgeco oy ,19 eb ot 2,0.
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A twroe onw neo i tusj edwo snedpgiers utothhg htat retteb cglisno i you than i. So i you vole. Dotn ltboet pu gnhits. Wetir alkt ptso lefe vweetr yuo batuo. ️❤.
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