DAAMNN, didnt know i could write here.. hi 24 hell yaaa!

Dear FutureMe, why the hell are you soo bored that you randomly just started looking into you mail? its good i guess.. so i wrote to you alot today but i think i cant get enough of those letters i send i just hope they wont put a maximum # of letters. so i dont want to tell you what ice done today bc i wrote about it alot, long story short: wrote to oct8,'19 twice, asked dad wt he wants for bd present and he said the most perfect 3 answers i would ever get from anybody. i went to the dentist and he put wtever it called in my right tooth. enough of that, what about you what have you done today that is completely worth while? i ask alot about reading, so have you read? whats new in apple??? i bet they have this new "wtf" type of iphone/ mac/imac idk.. what happened to your room has it changed much? your parents alive right? i really hope they are bc they are the best parents you could ever ask or get. what are you majoring in little successor? have you stopped watching anime? bc i kinda am kneeling toward a yes. i want to type alot of words bc i read this "future me" made by a 12yo, i mean wt the hell, he wrote a whole 1000 word essay. saying some stuff about God and pastors and idk wt else. im sure youre proud of who you ended up to be. I AM proud, and i still havent seen you or your successes. ohhh i want kids so bad so that i can dress em and have them in those cute adidas shoes and fluffy winter jackets. idc if i have twins or not i just "want all the package " and i once said. well this is still not even close to what that kid have written. i envy him bc his writing was better than mine, good for him. i wonder what will happen tomorrow, who will i chat with, who will notice me, who is going to fall in love(not necessarily w me) i just want to know how humanity is doing. today people have died, and others have been born. should i be sad or happy and thankful? its confusing thats why the world chose not to discuss that matter, but on the part of those who have acknowledged it, they either regret their decision, or have ****** them selves. just live life for what it is a lowly being.دنيا. is what it is. i need to sleep rn but i want to rattle whatever comes to mind just to finish this up. i feel its an assignment or a challenge that i need to prove im capable of achieving. do you best, your own best shot. love, oct8- 2018/// 8:36pm love ya and happy bd girl. and how did you grow up so fast? i cant believe we're 24 now!! am i right?