A letter from September 5th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, Life is honestly the biggest story of highs and lows, some days I feel so down about my spots which I don’t even have many of but even still it gets to me. To then hours later at dinner I have completely forgot about my worries hours earlier in the bathroom looking at myself. At school I can feel so confident and happy with myself, when everyone is being nice to me and I’m being nice to everyone. I like those days. I don’t have many of those days. Normally I feel so uncomfortable and stressed out all the time, its one of the worst feelings ever, I guess at school I just feel.. ugly and insecure. The best days are in the summer when I go out with my friends, like recently me Ben paolo and Tom went to Blackpool for 3 days, you probably don’t remember that but yh we drank a stupid amount of whiskey (which was absolutely disgusting) and slept on extremely uncomfortable beds but uno the whole experience was amazing going to the water park, the arcades, the bowling, conspiring with Tom the coach up on all the tricks we would play on paolo that we never actually got round to doing. Days like this are ones I truly love or for example going to Thorpe Park with Tom paolo Patrick and Dylan along with one of Dylan’s many girlfriends (1 at a time tho) the anticipation of waiting to the very end to go on stealth a ride that lasts the grand total of 13 seconds, but uno that’s what theme parks are all about. The other type of days I truly love are the lazy ones when I just play endless Xbox, whether it’s cod fifa nba or gta Idm the grip it has on my life is amazing the excitement of playing against my friends. Or when I just binge watch entire series on Netflix or multiple films, it can’t really get better than that could it. To future self, From 16 year old Callum