A letter from April 12th, 2018

Dear FutureMe, I wanna know if you are more happy than me or not.. I am really sad i still am not sure about this thing and i am sure after completing it i am going to do something really crazy as ****.. It's ok i just want to be a mediocre but i am sure i ll do something crazy.. not now because i aint capable and not so strong.. But i once i have proved myself to my parents i am sure they would understand me... Or may be i ll understand myself.. I just want to be happy... And i wanna know if i have already done something crazy and if you are not happy and regretting something let it be.. You are just a human being baby it's not a big deal you could make mistakes you are not a god so this is all