A letter from October 12th, 2017

Dear FutureMe, Right now i'm scared of life , i don't want to know anymore about this, today 11th of october is our dad's birhtday, we gave him a hug and i felt sad, cause i don't know how can you hate so much and at the same time love a person that way , maybe it's because we never got him by our side and he never accomplished his promisses, he's a good guy and i know it but not every single day we get a chance to see him for this long, maybe when i go to college things will change, i hope so, i hope that by the time you recive this e-mail, you have accomplished your dream of becoming a game developer, Don't forget about this promise ,if your game becomes succsesfull you'll give 20% of the earnings to...you know who, nothing personal we're just friends. i hope that one of these days our father could aprettiate us at least a bit more,and if by the time this arrives to you you can consider him a friend.. great ... just don't be an *** to grandma i know she lied to you and she hated you,but you don't have to hate her back, forgive her cause she was the only one who took care of us back then, i hope that grandpa is still alive by the time this e-mail arrives, give him a hug if so. if not... i'm sorry future me, i'm just depressed today and i hope that you have that e-mail still going by now.. Atte. You when you had no sight of the future and your dreams where broken... Thank you.