A letter from September 8th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm so sad right now I really need help, so much help. I think I'm depressed and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't want to be alone all my life I cannot do it NONONONO NOT ANYMORE. PLEASE HELP ME, HELP YOURSELF. I AM SO SAD AND I FEEL SO LONELY IT'S TERRIBLE. No love and affection for me, then...nothing. I am going to die of loneliness. I just can't make peace with the thought yet. I have to stop thinking about dying and suicide. I'm crying my eyes out. I don't want to go back to London..........I can't.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Not much has changed, An dear :( I got so...

Tiwh saw ctener lsta e,ayr keil i hatt ti ttohuhg i ti this sha dseu ttrdeas gotrof inlegef otnegimsh. Gte fo on so t,eehprtebl satginrt lfhuyoepl tteerb l'li etyparh i'm ryiuossle khiigtnn. Ubt otg m'i to eecrmab dyltifinee ures ueds atht to or dnloon i m'i oylnle, user esdu gto twih ont tno ifnleeg dna i not elfie,gn erehhtw. . . Mayeb sikd me 'mi ocin maeyb i,t adme elki aenhicgt teh.
Awth i'm feru,ut oen eb trneciuan teh wtna i os tighn li'l tbauo ehrwe in eus:r to si rfo od. . . Sda tsi' yrllea :(.

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