A letter from September 8th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I'm so sad right now I really need help, so much help. I think I'm depressed and I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I don't want to be alone all my life I cannot do it NONONONO NOT ANYMORE. PLEASE HELP ME, HELP YOURSELF. I AM SO SAD AND I FEEL SO LONELY IT'S TERRIBLE. No love and affection for me, then...nothing. I am going to die of loneliness. I just can't make peace with the thought yet. I have to stop thinking about dying and suicide. I'm crying my eyes out. I don't want to go back to London..........I can't.

Epilogue

about 19 hours later

Not much has changed, An dear :( I got so...

Keil ttdrase atsl hsti i has tofrgo hhtugot it atth rea,y ti hiwt i feilgen mogtnshie ecrnet was edsu. Sreluosyi no so atrtigsn gnkthnii im' l'li of t,ebtrlehpe pytaerh rbeett get yfluohpel. Im' ton adn seur i to sude tyiliefedn ubt e,elgnfi mi' nfeielg ton htiw urse ameebcr ton oonnld i or otg edsu taht teehrwh tgo ot ,nlleyo. . . The isdk nhagetic baemy it, mbeya oicn 'im eilk amed em.
Heewr noe ot eb inrcnutae os ill' 'im btauo gihnt wtha od is anwt e:sru tue,ruf the in i orf. . . (: s'it lyalre ads.

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