A letter from September 4th, 2016

Peaceful right?

To my sweet child I dont know if u will ever read this but i hope that someday u will Am still waiting for u Am still waiting for the day that i meet u and hold u in my arms Feel u .. Smell u and just be there for u I cant wait to met u To be ur mother Am 25 years old now and i have to be honest with u Am losing hope That one day .. U will be mine My hope I have been afraid To think about u To dream about u Because it hurts me To imagin u Dream about it And just see u .. In my dreams and imagination I want u in reall I need u And i love u .. Even before i knew that u are mine I love u Even before i knew that i can have u And u r my hope U r the resone why i keep on living Hoping that one day I will feel u growing inside me Hoping that one day i will bring u to this life and call u my chile Ohh u dont know how much i dreamt about u How many time i layed my hand on my tummy and imagined u inside playing And moving as i talk to u I would spend hours just day dreaming about u And i would watch mothers with their childeren and say to myself When ..!! When its gonna be me ! They say a mother's love is so strong and unlimited Well Mine must me much more then that Am still single And u seem so far away from me But i still carry this love for u A love which started years before i had u I hope .. Wish .. Pray from the bottom of my heart and soul That there will be u in my life and u would read this Love Your mother

Epilogue

about 1 year later

Am 33 years old now!
8 years after writing that letter.

so many thing has changed, I have changed.
to be honest i was selfish when i...

'wanst hrtaigts tleetr, i oetrw ngihinkt ttah.
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I nda fsfgienru whta ysear mfro lyno 26 a that 2 atfer hewn saw was swa tslo, latmen see i i sienlls ewkn rngow i oyu aws.
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Awslya yemba i totuhgh i wsa hatt em htta act noveenmnrti magnik saw ilke my ioap,lbr ro.
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I mdpd thta ahd the utrth asw.
Tslil aighvn nsmotioe of i ertla lgurtgsign raesy 8 ni colntro i that a bunow,t my !!!?! ma cidlh nad , ma eomr aditm.
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Ym ofr hlcdi lliw that is iveg hvea ot you evlo dont thta i uoy , ma chum eb , kwno eidnsi oelv tewes you how ot me nto leab oh suer i i eamnt.
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Eduret,can- eetws my nruonb dcihl.
Adn a cnta lcea,p and ma i lesnsu wdlro si ouy 01%1 irngb saef eth eehr ttoecpr anc erus tno ttha odpervi i. .
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I wokn cnoe i tath i dcceiovne wlli gvie oyu hda enevr ttah gytenhrvie oyu rae. .
Ni flie nad kowr rrode i tath do yflesm to deen no dan ym ot.
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Ilwl den he na si , sopern but nuofd i dna teh yuo oruy uchm ot of fro adn lvoe yuo htaref, hte so he imazagn uesenvri og baby ,.
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Nda hgtri on in egticnar htta ew resedve the ielf eb bron rae ouy tbho , kirognw on ersuosevl to wno rikowgn.
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Cihld my eewst ltielt.
Lnnya ruo.

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