A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Nad elayrl weslye my a dnot’ lief eenv in vhae kinad, awnan tiohpiaesrln i hs’e oth. Gi iwdl.
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Peek ddi mosirpe nto hatt i llo. Treetl ievebel sthi enve pshyc hewn ni na ti i taettpm i reda awrd ntd’o dveleerdi rof ogt 😩 ot i het was swa cb. Esnic apmettt 5 ym been hevwoer si’t last rsy. Ogdo so ast’th a nithg.
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I fcta in am veial. ,yeas eebn fmor raf m’i sah tisll eehr rvey utb iefl owsehmo.
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Ighh to eclleog ewtn colhos nda gruaadetd. Ealtnm berka riirtpizoing bc ym evro mi’ ehhatl lleecog a frmo a deegre m’i renlyrtcu ainktg.
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Ocme am egt nad nleleatvuy fra eht omfr ymaeb pcrt,eef xnte will eilf ayd i wlli ebrett but. Utb be, atth eaybm eurs liwl tcyalex wnhe ont im’.

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