A letter from June 30th, 2016

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I just looked at my last letter to myself and I've realized that things haven't changed too much. So, my hope is that when I open this in a year, things are better and not the same. Do you have a relationship with your father yet? Did you keep your promise to not attempt suicide again? Are you even alive? I hope you are. Are you doing okay in school now? I just want you to know that although it's hard, you will make it to the next day and you will be happy and the even though you beat yourself up continuously, you are perfect. Excuse my bad grammar, FutureMe

Epilogue

about 5 years later

It has been 6 yrs since this letter.

I very barely have a relationship with...

Aawnn enve ilef my eallyr avhe ntd’o a in i hot ’seh dna ilotnhiespra ylwsee ,ankdi. Gi iwld.
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Idd ekep i llo that otn meroips. Veen aws tetelr an eht i ti wneh pcyhs 😩 ogt ni ot ttamtep asw rof itsh i cb eedvrlied dwra ond’t eelebiv i erda. Tttapem eebn syr scien ym tals weroevh 5 i’ts. Os odgo nhitg thas’t a.
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Liave i tfac ni am. Bnee reeh sah evyr lslti whemoso i’m ubt mfro sae,y lefi far.
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Nda ot oleclge tdgdaraeu twne gihh ohcsol. A goziriprinti bakre ’im tnealm egcloel my tecnlryur m’i kngait eredge orev athehl romf a cb.
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Ybmae day ,tepercf nad cmoe lilw het am lilw entx omrf but tteebr ueatvlylen gte arf i ifel. Suer hatt btu im’ mbeya etaylxc b,e tno nhwe lilw.

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