Well hello

Peaceful right?

Dear Kukai, You'll be 20 next year. And old. But still with a kiddy face. Yes you were right about the boys, there's no one, except well B (no thanks). I cut my hair again, try growing it out will you? As of now, I just got on the team in Danceworx but what's the progress at present? Life isn't all that great at the moment, to be honest. I miss a lot of things and I want a lot of things. I get lonely, that's all. But I'm trying to be happy, I promise. I hope you're happier now, more than ever. And no pressure for getting into some ivy league for post grad, you do your thing. Smile more and go for events. I hope you do that. I know it gets tiring, but it's for your good. Oh by the way, what did you chose? Ad or Journo? I want to choose Ad but I'm not sure. I wonder when I'll ever have someone by my side. Like a boy. Or even a girl. And please, please don't tinder. It sucks. Trust me. You know it already. Dance well. Work hard. I believe in you. Over the past year, lot has changed. I wonder what all has changed now. Always shall love you. Oh and. Happy Birthday weirdo.

Epilogue

over 9 years later

Oh my baby.
So much has changed.

I chose Ad. Went on to become a graphic designer. Very successful one, even had my own design studio, working with international clients....

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Sotp fngeeil i c'nutodl sad btu. Adn dsie, rfo tenw ,cepo i krad ni to reyv etidr areelvs seyra radk a tseb my. Sleevra eitadmec na sevlera olciahlosm dauesb to cisuied rdsug adh tta,setmp lerutob in lesf dan rpbridscee twhi foetfr. Illw ctiew tecwi ogt ym dan i adolisthpesi in a the ni agtinas atiosphl asw l/bhanamrete tup ciu. Tsmie drka. My i otsl rareec sdegni.
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Htta earsy otu 2 lheo em ot ti otko gte of. To fo emrts hwti tihgns a emca i lot. Wno iloartihnpes and aphpy is aymifl yhalhet ygulinene. Neev obna with. Losa lavrleo oidgn shs'e ubt tugglgnsri lelw. And yaw ew eerw' eeaidslr irgngow ldoer si lla oto ielf trsoh. .
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Eleystlfi my ot ahcsgen no nda to dna of insdrdneatugn het dntesoeuiq a i rekwod melfsy dink otl eifl ldea nad emad natw i yrleal. Ltsli it uto am ifiunggr i. Ellw chum otn urdg heter onto sbuae e,nromya tsill goalthhu - ym utb ubt seu not i swslenel is chaolol is tpha lydai ym nda msaodesy ahtt. Lilw itme tills etak ti.
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Teh won ofr snew dgoo. My i soetr tsdaetr rtftih wno. Adn tub rogenl am os trgunslggi i kusk i - depssedre uchm ma 'sit lsso no uybsoetall in rye,dyave. A'htst ngcopi o)yak ehav ,dsia ehirthael i i and ossiemmte lisp ltsil nigamagn dan eurjoyn ub(t no ym hmmcnsiaes dan 'im eikl. .
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A ocme awy ognl long vi'e. Way gnol a gnol uoy oemc vhea. Lefi a aimendgi ignth dah achnge tub akcb 'tnwould urnt ew uot sa n'tddi nthe i. Arelyl ulon'dtw i. 'mi pyhap. Hyppa ulgsnitgrg utb. .
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And oby sitll no n,o. Let trhu laeesr,v ahd hutr alersev ,namy wod,n gto. Eomsnoe wno ot efil onep no egt pdnse ym i edia wtna rfo tlsil fi - 'ill adn a ro mrdiare thiw ifdn ?iksd hwo. I n'dot nkow. Is so gsnrpsruii ifel so driwe nad. Os ehav )soph ekma a sth('at why of myeno ssgianv ddi i uhtogh tuieq het tib i moes. Lfia eht if pohs nda givnil i'm iaed ady pretsne ueintocn ofr nkgtai tbu hte ro nwo, ni no it wlil yb the. .
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'oyeuv edma me rudpo. Iyf ujts. Dan on heva to atwh i eifl my eiad xepcte tnex tneh?olys mfor. Shlal ew see jsut sgseu i. Ni mieldd dna eth d,ah het xceeseepnir utb ve'i abd evah obth nbee sieann ogod. I ,it thuoght dluco reven a if evha iitrnwg say of obko saw. Tunsr sittsw os dan aynm.
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Awth neofudwrl 'esdtno ni ihwhc ,awy maesk a i?t ifel si.
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Oyu eht ol,ev knwo elov w,asaly sebtggi my all ti. I as byba uryo my 91 loev efel nad y. O lfes. Uoy kanht.
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Y 29. Kksu o.

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