A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Llyuf soicvedr ouy uore'y prsrius,e ot ni oreyu' kinth resuy,fol uysg twih feart era tdispu yaerll bisnael ebua,sec elvo naong oofl flal a oyu a. Roeyamn ouy eavh ot no'dt ehdi. Eehts to d'tno os be eflgnsie yuo scedra fo vhae. Ym uyer'o aiv,dl erda. Nbige nac ctonu no 'ueovy adn su eeqr,u 'dont reayll uahglhot onfud add oyu plpeoe keil mom. D'ton rglsi lpepeo ahtt tgo a lsyeru idnm cignyr btoua you uyvoe' gizaman rhsuc on.
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Eth of ctnoatc oru lla lots wiht omrf yuve'o poplee oclpexm. Oemr k,acj aluan, on yiallwn. . . Hmet illts isms ohuhgt ouy a tlo. S,ucla time yerv mtie of yob omfr ur""eschs no,kw wef eno ebremmre adn oeds mfro olhddocih to you ot oruy ti truh. Rof it elthah ielf eh took on nad uory acipmt a euhg lnatem a hsi stal eayr hliew meda. Tcncota dtrei otd'culn yuo wenk uers isltl atfre ieda make aymn uyo on hvea m,hi odlh esvda 'duolvec hte sbte ,ondw yuo peed you ,yanm aesthiptr ehr antinhgy b,ut esyra veah yoru htat ot noed ot sgnlio edpstie. Eb fgerot os nad oyu i voryenee i nto hatt ouy asve odlt hrad teh aeid shiw anc to uofrysle elouc'vd no. 'cant dinyeeftil yuo.
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Nthig 6 llew, ni'st aeomyrn nibac a. Lspit peeplo tgofuh ew dan pu. Eey rugtohh ot eepk btu dae,im na tehm ahrd uyo try no llsit coslia s'ti. So ssim tmta jess hcmu ouy os, nda. Erwe eth hgr!et!o!et ythe etsb tebs sllit dan rae of.
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Deewpi neitaentignr odn't wahtc rescnetgedcieolrie no(w adn uyo 'itsn wnnok as as anaoalz)k onmeayr. Pu 'esh a gsntraime lot nda c'nat eekp uyo. S,ivd btu dan t'si ouy sih whact revy tmgnfrcioo gsocatlni litsl.
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Ttma aer oonoolgoo essan adn goen. Dgnoi itlragh shandiev you tsal matt a rfaet ckcheed sujt her iemt hewli 'sessan but rwittet. Ymmoer ist' etla lly'uo htwi stakl vaeh tgihn remebmre ysawal to oodg a e,hmt hsteo.
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Morf aucls b,yo ouy whti tdsaret ewtn eewr inthk de,(ud agcri ni uyo i anyayw ate,lr i onidg signth shwi vcdl'uoe htat rao)l,davs ubt litsl yob gnidat and haignv xd ot gnelefi peek rreuespds notd' dnow tinhgs a ouy veyr satdetr rlehmigue, inhtg gdoo oldt flla ti eovl ntilu gniaa fast awnt r!!n!)u htat( nteh i adn i aefrt ot. His a oyu at,th lnaiilv all heatr ftel nda klei robke.
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Ouy ciílaet tenh etm.
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Terpfec like ta esh rbneko, item you ttha wsa btu ustj. Trheei bit tbu a uoy erh lsitl ekil erh hwit otu owrk htsngi nto'w. )livae dna ettsa of ermerbme seh beagl vforage kiss iwll nuolct'd hwo erh uory keep dna( uyo eth aalswy tifsr.
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Naarya me on'td boy, vere tihw dna egt erstdta. Fstri adn aws tbu yuo of lla ocverergin top ttrus nmteimtmoc ussise rale oruy eolv oyu astrteh that uyoe'r litsl seh llo dan man, did aveg ehs hes on. U,yo isusse rtust hwit a menimtmtco adn iasedm,uelx. Ncugkif its' llo lgblauahe.
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Fla)i!n!y!l dan cat oryu sa elwl era binabain irgth we sa aclkb o!e!!n eys(, sis oruy a oury ,now iury and ogt eeyintvr,hg.
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Higsiwn adn em uteurf os fo gniees eth aws orf tog ackb o,yu pphya, sneivro of etebrt poeh full atesr uufret olkonig ni dan i, ,oyu a. Ays one nac ihsw i m'i utylr ,oevl da,y i hyppa. Yrgnit eepk oayk? hent, etl's s,ebt intul our.
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Ylaaws ofr eerth lfseuyro gbnie tknha yuo ofr. Eegrtr cumh omrf lwli ghu vige uoy rgnniael to for uoy ylsaaw thta uevyo' ot gone ngledo how nreve anhgti uvyeo' yuo. Pu nivggi ttha hknat uoy fro eimt not. Bga oevl ,ouy i.
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Read niagzma hal'tlt ryveoene oryue' sit,h orf nda. ,katl em on pu iayro@eobmsny awtn ith ot veer fi uyo eriwttt no. Srs!toie i eolv srhanig.

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