A letter from March 22nd, 2015

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I've been searching for a site like FutureMe and here I am! Ahn, where should I start? The things after having fallen in love with Wallace were difficult. Every fucking day I was there; thinking of him. But now I'm really fine. I decide to move on; with or without him. Well, I (or you?) made peace with Jackeline Krisna, the one I was brigade. Remember her? You two are still close together? Hope so. Wow, a lot of things happened from 2014 to 2015. I'm still talking to the guys in the Cabin 6, of the NDD last year. Man, I really love 'em! They're so lovely with me! So, I know this maybe sound stupid, but I told Jess about, y'know, Heinz. Yes, I did it! But I was afraid, do you believe in it? Because it's true. KKKKKK Oh yeah, I found ElectronicDesireGE because of Manusis. I really hope you continue watching him, because he's fucking awesome and I love him. Yeah, I'm kinda idiot, y'know KKKKK Remember PewDiePie? I stopped watch him. I don't know, but I get tired of him. He's sweet and cute, but I'm tired of his jokes and everything. Maybe I restart to watch him. Just maybe. After a strike, we finally started our classes. I was too emotional and excited. We meet again and I repress my desire to cry. It was a funny and cute day. I told you that me and Vanêssa Maiara are brigade? Yeah, we fight about a month or two ago. I was too tired to jokes. She just left me and Matt. Never came back so far. I'm really sad and mad with her. That day, I cried and almost blew my room. Don't like remember it. So, how is it going? Are you happy? I really hope so. Because all I want is to be happy (remember Pretty Hurts?). I just don't want tofall in love again. And, perhaps, this isn't carried out because of Guilherme. Yeah, that retarded from my class, 9º E. I think I like him. But not love. So, please, do this letter again. Send it to you in 2017. You'll see how things change over the years. Bye, Ella. Take care. Gabriela Braga, from 2015.

Epilogue

over 6 years later

Gosh, how much I've missed this dorky baby Ella lol
I'm so relieved my English improved because reading this after so many years HURTS MY SOUL!!!

First of all: girl,...

Uyo diptus lylfu e,suisprr reou,flsy ogann to lfal ab,eusce yuo ear thwi a royu'e ntikh rey'uo aleisnb lfoo iovrsdec tfrae in a alelry usyg olev. 'tond yernoma uyo ihde evah to. Ouy heset fo os 'dton vaeh gslfeine ot dscaer be. 'reoyu edra di,lva ym. Nodt' dnofu adn y'ouev on ougahhlt ouy su omm ikel gbien eeplop dda ryleal nca eeu,qr unoct. Lisrg nycgir atth otabu eopelp ogt zangaim mndi vey'uo a td'on no oyu ureysl cshur.
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Ithw xlomecp of eelpop hte lla ntoctac ltos ruo yveuo' form. No ,uanal jkc,a ywnlial omer. . . Lltis a sims emht tlo gthohu ouy. Of ochhloidd yob dsoe mrof wfe meti fmor nda ecs""ushr uryo ot ,wkon a,ulsc htru evyr mrmberee ot ouy ti mtie one. Ltaheh adme ti fiel reay stla a hwiel koto mcipat ltanem ughe nda a he rfo ruyo on his. Atht iade hvae iosgnl yuo tbse treaf ot idpeest epde on'uldtc ubt, ,ownd aveh amny hatyngin slitl urse earsy uyo olhd yuro asdve tdeir noed otanctc uoy uoy ot her wken on meak i,mh ,myan lduovec' sptetirha eth. Ouy eeonvery be nda os i radh uyo teh whsi svae to htat i ltdo 'cvudleo no ont uyoerlfs fregot daie can. Ca'nt ieetflniyd uoy.
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6 binca ignht sn'ti yrnaeom ,lewl a. Eopepl we adn fotuhg slitp pu. No na licaso ghrhotu mhte kpee lltis yrt ,diaem to s'ti yee ahdr uoy ubt. So smsi ssje humc uoy s,o and atmt. Tlsil hte fo yeth ewre tesb era ttee!hr!!go tbes and.
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As onw( moearyn epwide tis'n gnrtniniteae and nnwko wtahc dencgreleicietorse ouy 'nodt sa z)lnakoaa. C'tna yuo up hes' nad eianrtgms ekpe tlo a. Yrev oyu chawt ,idsv sti' btu dan ish gitnomrcof aocgtnsli litls.
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Snsae adn geon oolooogno tatm ear. Ragthil stju utb reatf a eihlw cdhceek tamt stal ttriwte nasss'e mite iognd ivdneash uyo hre. Ithw hoets a vhae ot 'lulyo asltk mbererem laaswy 'its ,them moryem leat good nithg.
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I ngaia nviahg whsi byo, tfas ti netw wnod faret igeenlf ,d(ude peke uoy hwit htkni thta lcsua uoy flal stdaret ni yob nuitl nad nthe i 'ndot i rteadts 'udolvec gtnhi litls htat( ouy )un!!!r arla)v,ods a ot indog utb and i awnyya ,rhilemgue drpesseur oldt ofrm yevr agicr elov ginsht dx doog raetl, inhtsg erew antw adnitg to. Ilke t,hta uyo adn rkobe a all navlili shi traeh tefl.
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Tme íatlice tneh you.
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Swa eertpfc jtus that emti ubt esh kiel at nebrok, uyo. Ekli reh tbi snight oyu her lltsi okwr uot tnwo' thwi ireeth btu a. Hes ekep to'ndluc ad(n will ouyr fo eblag eeremmrb dna itsfr hwo esatt het erh kiss afvoreg vlei)a uoy yawasl.
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Tresdat gte tihw ayrana reve nda ndto' oyb, me. Sftri imnomcttem ,nma thta ogeervinrc dna saw real on yuo ttsru rtsaeht ddi ieusss oyu top llo lal uo'yer ltisl hse ryuo adn fo eavg she love hse btu. Iettommmcn dan sxeaiml,ued tiwh a suessi ttrus uo,y. Bghalulea unickgf it's lol.
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As your cta )!l!fiyn!la !!neo! ssi sa yes,( ibnbinaa ew ruoy rae w,no hgtir royu i,ehrtevgny lkcab otg nad ryiu a lewl dna.
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Fo ufll ilogokn rioesnv eingse saw fro ertbet ,ouy nda reuftu got earst me of a kacb adn in ginswhi ,payhp hte ueftru ohep ,i so ,uyo. Hsiw i'm i luyrt dya, i aypph loe,v ays nac eno. Yak?o eepk ruo rtgniy eb,ts e,nth etl's ultin.
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Waylas for ufsleroy neigb uoy ofr hreet ankth. You nrielnag uyo for iagthn ugh eong rfmo e'oyuv wlil eenvr ievg waslay to woh etrgre umch that uoy 'eyovu eodlng ot. Temi igingv rof taht uyo up athkn otn. ,ouy i agb eolv.
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Oyeur' rfo edra sith, dan aiganmz oneyvree ahttl'l. Wnat me ierttwt on hti klat, ot fi up reev no uyo oeosybrimay@n. Itoess!r i ovel sirahgn.

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