READ THIS, IT'S FROM YOU

hey i thought this might be interesting, so i decided to give it a shot. i hope you're finally happy, ****'s been rough and life's sucked, but i hope for you it's working out. i'm in class right now, i hope by time you're reading this you have a better idea what you're doing because i sure don't. are you still in love with him? he's always on my mind, so i'm wondering if it's the same for you. i hope you still think outside the box, don't you dare be normal, don't let me down. brock's lost his hearing. our dog, do you remember him? i hope you do. you know what would be cool? if you could write back. i'd love to hear from you, i'm lonely sometimes and it'd be nice to know, that things get better... happy birthday by the way!!! you're 30 now congrats, :D i'm still only 19. when i'm your age, i hope i'm living on my own, i'll never know, but i can dream. right now i'm looking in to being a massage therapist, are you still interested in that? just curious. don't give up, don't be working at a McDonnell's or something, follow your dreams! it's weird telling that to my self.so tell me about your self, where do you live? do you have a dog? have you found someone? do you still talk to old friends? like chris, or Brian, or graham, or Shannon, or Kevin? have you finished your book? i hope you didn't give up, i really want to read that book. how's Zak? please tell me he's okay, i still worry about him. sometimes i knock on his door in the morning, and worry i won't get an answer. how about Andrea? i'm sure she's a teacher by now and i bet she loves it. and sam? has she settled down? i hope she found someone good, a great guy, she deserves that. tell her she's beautiful, same with Andrea, and Zak. sometimes people need a reminder. you're beautiful by the way. what about mom and dad? i hope you still talk to them. you should, they raised you after all. i'm afraid to ask: but how is mom? please tell me she isn't in a wheel chair, she tried so hard please tell me it wasn't in vein. you never cared about politics, or sports, so i won't even ask. nothing much left to talk about, i think i covered most all of my bases, just be happy josh, okay? i look forward to reading this.