A letter from March 14th, 2014

Dear FutureMe, why? is the only thing that i have in my mind, why i have to love you soo much, why this love hurt so much, i'm only 14 and you a old guy with your friends, so lovely, so perfect, you look at me like a...............i don't know if you really like me, this is killing me, please, come to me and said that its all be right, please hold me, kiss me and said that this is just a horrible nightmare, yes this is making me crazy, i will make 15 and i only want you, i just need you in my life, like anyone else before, i just want feel you one time, maybe not now, why you don't came to me and said that you love me,you know i cant live without you, my friends said that this is crazy, "why you making this, you're so beautiful and younger to said that you love someone", but i don't care, i just love you, and i will love you forever........................