HAPPY FKN BIRTHDAY!!!

hey future me :) i stumbled across this thing saying i can write a letter to my future self and it seemed like a good idea, its now 6am i've been up all night so sorry if i'm weird lmao:) i attached a pic of me i took just now from the webcam on hugo's laptop. i know you prob have plenty of other pics but thats one of me writing this very letter! so i'm sending this to my 21st birthday if i have no friends by then, if nobody even knows it's my birthday and i'm all alone that night in my apartment, at least i will get this one email from my 16 year old self. HAPPY BIRTHDAY :) so, i hope your doing better than i am cause i'm rly not good at this whole life thing.. you've probably completely forgotten what you were like at this age. u might not remember much cause u were high all the time, i hope you haven't forgotten the good things though :) do u remember getting ur first job at dominos and loving it? i've been working there 8 weeks now its ok to remember how much highschool sucked because it rly does, you should be glad you dont have to waste your time there anymore. if u want to reminisce about highschool then think of the bonfires, the bongs, skipping class, dating the hottest guys (even if they were shitty relationships you still got to hook up with them) the stoner tent, grade 9 when everyone was friends, sneaking out at night when you were like thirteen, don't forget those little things that made up for all the hardships of life heres a quick list to remind you what kinda person i am :) i act in the moment and try to live with no regrets, if i have feelings for someone i just tell them i find the science of nature fascinating i enjoy good humor and lying around on saturdays i don't care if people judge me by what i wear i love reading i can flirt i get away with stuff i don't take things too seriously i love food and cooking i play wow i want to always keep a piece of my childhood with me i love dancing and singing i hate school i want to talk to you about this, there are times when i feel really lonely. like nobody cares about me at all. there are days when my whole image of myself is entirely dependent on how i'm treated by other people during the day. sometimes just one person would say something hurtful and id get really sad, it made me hate myself just cause being treated badly made me think i was unlikeable or ugly. you shouldn't ever forget how that felt because think of how likely it is that you've caused someone to feel that way a few times.. what i mean is don't forget to be nice and show people that you care about them. anyway, at 21 ur most likely in university, i have no idea what u might be studying. you probably went into sciences in college and explored with nature and biology, or maybe you hated it, went into business and opened your own little bakery so u could be the boss of yourself.. i hope you've figured it out by then :) don't forget to have fun and meet cute guys... i duno if you still love Cuba i hope you've had time to take a week off there with some friends!! if i know me you are still super hot :) i hope someone loves you but just so u know, if your really completely alone, its probably not you its other people. remember the one person you can always trust in life is yourself. if u think about it, time doesn't really exist and even as u get older the 16 year old me will still be eternally sitting here at this computer, writing this letter and thinking about you. do something fun tonight you're 21 P.S. i really hope you've stopped doing drugs