do you have hope?

Peaceful right?

Dear futureme, I am breaking, the pain in my heart is destroying me again. I want to cry, but I can't. I'm so tired and I want to sleep but I feel like vomiting when I lie down. I want to destroy everything but I don't want to hurt anything. I know that I need to tell someone but I fear that they will laugh and say my pain is imagined, or worse... Future self, where did my hope go?

Epilogue

about 13 hours later

Oh my younger self,
I do have hope. So much...

Iapn vdeil atht in atth hope hda once nfetotgor chus i i adh.
Neibningg taht eiv' otbau oyjen ot ma am mlyfes, muhc nda erlnaed so i yaiflln fles the.
Nleetrax htan are airdfa onw i ym efsar am remo lslti ubt nlanrtie.
Aer my haev anc seecdcu thta i ilfe atth tilt psaln ot i ufll nnbgiegin nad ees gnigo for.
Udfon igaan saw i oehp mrfo so adn hweer vhea far i i eryv so oecm.
Tel rfo raf you to hreew nakth rewe biegn you tge brave nuohge fmro shti em.

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