A letter from Jun 26, 2024

Dear FutureMe, Hello future Enas Happy birthday my love .... your big 40!!!! and you are still beautiful strong and courageous. I cant imagine how grownup Hana would be. and who knows youll have another one too by that time.- good luck!!! Right now its noon and she is only 4 month old... so tiny that she can fit in my one arm and laying next to me , up from her cat nap of 20 mins and talking to me in her coos and humms My love you made it through so far.... and with little ups and downs all of it was amazing. dont doubt yourself. you have shown so much courage so far , theres still a lot in you and it just emerges in time of need , you know that. Did you write that book already you've been planning and plotting of? or is it still pending? please finish it , if you haven't ....35 year old enas really wants you to. and may be 50 year old enas will not regret it. and take care of your health and just for me out on a nice dress and smile .... i love you....