A letter from Nov 15, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Hiii! This really works thanks website! Lol. Anyways, i’m writing this at 2:51 in the morning November 16. I’m really bored, I can’t find any interesting thing to do, I really don’t know why. So here I am, contemplating my decisions that will change the trajectory of my life. Trajectory??? HAHAHAHAHAHA anyways, I still don’t know what course to take in college. I mean i’m fine with anything really but i’m not 100% sure about it. I just don’t want to regret my choices in the future. I don’t want to shift courses. So right now i’m planning to take exams in WVSU, ISAT, CPU, SPUI, and IDC. I’m planning to take bs bio, bs psych, and idek yet the other one in west, bs bio and arki in isat, nursing in spui, and probably nursing and pt in idc. To be honest, i don’t even know what my life will look like one year from know. It’t just that i’m so confused on what college course to take to the point that it’s draining. I’m just really scared about the future. What really keeps me up at night is that what if the things that i want isn’t actually what i want. What if i just want to please my parents. Well I want to be a film maker, but i’m scared. I’m scared that I won’t able to make enough money for my liking. I don’t know a lot of people in the industry so I don’t think I’ll be able to make it. I also want to be a ob or a gynecologist. But i’m scared that maybe i’m just forcing my self to want that because my mom wants me to be that. As of now, I still don’t know what I want or what I will be in a year, but what I know is I am trying my best and thats okay with me:) So future me, whether I’m in my chosen course/school or not we can do this! God planned that for us so we must face it. I just hope that we can survive this and hopefully live the life that we want in the future! I know I can do this. As i always say, kaya ko ja, wara man ko choice. Btw, may migo ka run? HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Tulad bi wara well since birth man. Well if may jan pero I’m like 99% sure nga wala. I hope he is a good guy. Hope he’s a pilot! HAHAHAHAAHAHA anyways thats so specific. Pero I hope you break your walls and let people in. Cause right now, it’s so high even i can’t reach it. I hope you find the right person that will make you happy and not feel judged. I hope he’s not cringy. HHAHAHAHAHHHA:p Enough of that, I’m having too much fun. But seriously I hope you make the right choices well made* cause I’ll read this again after I chose my college. Cause this decision can literally make or break my future. Goodluck self! May the odds be forever in our favor;₱