its over

for ***** sakeeeeeeeeeeeeee om ******* god like nahhhhhhhhh onggggg ....seongwoo??? brb let me brush my teeth and get ready and all dat cuz it s1:13pm and i still havent done all dat ok i washed myy face but I haven't removed the overnight unwashed mascara thoooo uhhh i just wanna say that my mental health is gone in a ditch... but the good thing is that YOON JISUNG KISSED A MAN ON CAMEORA **** YESAAAHHSAHSHHSHSHSHSHSHSHHIDBDSGGUIAD. JEONG RIU IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME. jkjkjkj but not really, love this **** ahh couple. and also i went to a luke black gig and it was one of the best nights ever, i even hugged him bro and that was my biggest accomplishment although the last hour was so rushed cuz i had to travel an hour to the coach station and oi almost missed my coach, 4 mins b4 it took off yeah. anyways im a literal student,,,,, and i think it worsened my mental health like i spend 9.5k pounds to make friends. studying is a bonus. no i think my mh worsened cuz i quit my **** *** job,, yeah i literally had a different job b4 i quit my other one. when i really think about it my first proper job wasn't as bad as i thought. i miss it tbh.... but then uni happened so there's nothing i can do bt it. i still havent got my diagnoses whit is a pain in the ************* BUTT and im quite frankly gonna say im just slowly suffering okay...... but i discovered cool music from charles and fleetwood mac. i loooooooove charles' sound but fleetwood mac is a whole chaotic vibeeee like im listening to tusk and I=this one comment under a live video was sooooo real like if ur not moving to it the u need medical attention LMOOAOAOAOAOAO. but still generally im still sooooo numb, my grandma died which is insane to talk about bc i thought she would genuinely live longer than 70 fr. ok idk what to say im gonna grab coffee now this sounds like im gonna go outside for the sake of mental health bro I LITERALLY CNT AFFORD **** and it makes matter worse bc my current hyperfixation is ****** PERFUMES and theyre EXPENSIVE, I live in the uk but i saved up for £120 worth of demeter fragrance perfumes or should i say colognes.. but fr their collection is actually so unique i love it. okokokoko bang bang into the roooooom ok see ya next month **** and keep YOUR HEAD UP BITH YOU BETTER GET OFF THT SOCIAL MEDIA THING although ur a musicsiam u can have ur dubai choco ill have my fiji water (superiority complex)