hi love

Dear FutureLovie, I thought of a few things to write about but i'm scared of your reaction to each of them. I'm gonna say them anyway...there is no fear of saying the wrong thing...with best friends. Right? haha? (we only had a whole year of THIS MISCONCEPTION, kikiki) A year ago our relationship changed. We became more than just boyfriend and girlfriend. Our new relationship was something to be. fiance to be? spouse to be? and between that point to today...we have both changed as well. I don't think i can state exactly how but we're both certain that change took place. Communication between us altered. Things were no longer routine (each tiff was solved instantaneously and with love and time. We talked to each other until we were both happy. Life for the paste 5 years with you was perfect!!!!! It was beyond anything i could ever wish for...we were soo much in love that we'd leave the world to make each other happy). Lately, the only routine we've had is that we fought every so frequently. Last week on Wednesday night we broke up and decided to give it a week to let it sink in completely so that we can both be sure this is truly what we want. We cracked on Friday..i guess we're both hopelessly in love with each other. It hurt so much those two days. We have little issues against each other...My life is very boring with lots of free time and no friends and parental limits. your life is very busy with lots of things to do at all times. Naturally, I want lots of attention from you and you give me as much as you can. I understand your limits and you understand my situation. We're at a period of understanding each others' needs and trying to portray ours w/o being selfish. Your leavin to Egypt in a day. I realllllllly miss you right now. Thats okay....another year and i get to be with gun ALL THE TIME! Gun, i really love you from the bottom of my heart. Can't imagine life w/o you. We have our little nonsense wasteful tiffs but we both know that love is there and it's just a matter of time and understanding. Every relationship has its own little problems ours are pretty small compared to others. We're both kids and need to grow. So future mail...deserves predictions. I predict in 2008 i will be married HAPPILY...our relationship will mature into a more undertanding one. DUH i wish it was the same as before but thats stupidd... Life is change. There's no going back. I want to marry my gobi aloo of a guna...SOOOO i'm married and happy and hopefully I've attempted this dumb CPA that I'M SOO SICK OVER! I hope i'm either going to or have gone to india with you and seen my bhabhi and my neice/nephew (crying right now) haha it's okay happy tears :). Punit is hopefully married. Pavit has a hot sexy girlfriend? Sunny has a hot sexy girlfriend too. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARESTTT GUNAAA. Looking forward to seeing you today. Email me as soon as you get this. I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU SUGARPLUM!!!!!!!!!!!! oh and THANKX FOR THE RING! i better have one by freakin 2008!! U MONKEY THE MONKEYS! muah muah muah muah muah muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh muaahzzzio! You may give me a kiss for your 27th birthday :) and i'll give you GAWD I HOPE NOT A SHIRT! i give u that for every occaassion there is hahaha bye