A letter from Mar 01, 2026

Dear FutureMe, I know that this will be a big day,the day you take one of the exam that may open the gate of your dream university even though that dream just pop up in your mind out of nowhere while you was lost in the nightmare of become an adult. More than anyone who ever talk to you, i know it the clearest that you are always scared so much that the first and the worst solution to any of your problem is finding a way to hide away from it. But most of the time you forgot how bad it used to be, that the worst nightmare you and i could have while daydreaming, once we used to so naive and stupid enough to think we got anything in this world in our hand, but as that illusion fade away we acknowledge the fact that we so so small in this whole world and since when we can hardly enjoy what we once so passionate about. All of that just to remind you that as the time pass by, you become a stronger and better version, because you are the best version to ever exist you are capable of things that a sorrow you in the pass cannot. No matter what the result you'll get, no matter how that scary future look like, remember that one who cannot even believe that he'll get through something that just a past to you. Don't scare that you won't make it through, that all your efforts in that time and from the ash of the past you'll rise and keep moving forward to bright future. Love from your past who still struggle with his life=))