A letter from Nov 22, 2025

Dear FutureMe, I am writing this because well… I’ve been crashing out and I kinda still am but I know that things will get better so I kinda have something to look forward to. I will be honest as I am afraid of this week. That is not an unfamiliar feeling as I usually fear my day or even my next days during anxiety episodes this week which is why I don’t want to do manifestation messages such as saying that things got better because what if it didn’t and then what? HAHAHAH but at least you have something to reflect upon when Sunday comes. I won’t do any wishful thinking anymore but I’m here to tell you this. You have been incredibly strong Ocean. I know that there were multiple times recently where the pain is so bad that you don’t know what to do or have any motivation to do anything but you pushed through, you did what you can to better yourself even though you were breaking down. Of course I don’t know how you are there but if we’re stuck in the same situation, you’ll get through it. We’re strong aren’t we? Even though we were so against going back to counselling we still did. While I do not know how that went, I hope it helped somehow. Congratulations on getting through the week.