A letter from Nov 04, 2025

Dear FutureMe, Can I be honest for a sec. I'm really struggling. Sixth form sucks. I thought coming into year 13 i could leave the mess that was the latter half of year 12 behind but instead I'm even worse. I relapsed recently and it sucked. I am so ******* depressed right now and im scared its not going to get better. I hope you're doing better then I am right now. you're an adult now... your in uni... Uni of Leeds digital media I hope. Maybe you've actually started posting constantly on socials. I just want to say, if you are alive to read this (slim chance but we can hope?) I just want to say how ******* proud of you I am. you got through year 8, year 10, year 12, and year 13 and are alive to tell the tail. If you are feeling bad just remember how excited I am for the future. i finally feel like im working towards something good. I can feel good coming if I just manage to hang on until im out this ******* school. Lets do some kinda stats to see how much we've changed. I have blonde hair not dyed (although hoping to change that soon), i'm not dating anyone, my current friend group consists of nat, olivia, nina, ying and then kinda hana asw. im also really close with Jaya which is lit. you just got your maths test back today... I did pretty good, better then I expected... psych is still kicking my *** (well so is everything). oooo you have your nails done which is nice.... ugh idk what to say, I hope your doing better, mentally. see ya in a year