Nina,
This year I didn't wait for the first letter to come through. I, sadly, have been trhough so much since our lettter in 2024. I knew it was bad when i started listening to 3DG lmao.
The year has been, ironically the most difficult of our life. I try to keep it up around people, and i don't want to die so i guess that's progress, but still.
I wish i could go back to Nina 2024 and warn her. Tell her she will finally be diagnosed, she will finally have the help she needs but still feel incredibly alone. I feel incredibly alone. Sadly (again) since our diagnosis, some people left, or don't ask how I am, how we are. Thank god for Max, I think I would be deeper in depression if he wasn't there.
Sometimes i pull throught, other times i don't. I feel the need to reassure the people around me who don't see me everyday.
I guess i don't have a lot of positives things to say this year.
I hope 2026 will be kinder, i hope we will get the help we desperally need.
Love u,
you
Epilogue
10 days later
Dear past Nina,
Oh if you knew. If I could warn you for what is coming.
2026 will be the worst year of your life (so far). We will lose...
Plepoe tsbe fo hte ew neo ewnk. Ruo oen fo opeple orieuatvf. .
Het het htaiopls schnoigo hmi we estb adem og bu,t oecdiins at ees ot by. Rhad ti saw. It lfuaw saw. Nshda lauebfiut tiem lsao ti aws to tub lodh noe shi tlsa. Ousefcd ew no ni so oru mymreo si it narevgde shi hmcu dghinol dhsna tath.
Freta trswo the lwli ouyr of elfi be ady. Ynecoerm the. Ruo si su nana i cmrgsaein , lhd,ci kile eermrbem a gbobsni nlkateb ish ftnrooc lla nad ighodln keacst. Shi woh sesha ni hretw ddeu het llwe nda the. A eh aaru grinmtcfoo dah.
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Die llwi wnta ot yuo. Uyo etmi ktae will a step you kl,wa veha ot rvyee to cyr. Mih nad denorsps ouy ielk seeomsmti eefl wlli ot lkat he. Imte ntlesi you to yevre umsci uyo illw yrc. Wlil oyu spto uritga pinagyl. Era own't wnko uoy oyu hwo aoremny. Yuo. Want illw. To. Ide. Iivlgn ry'eou ceognibm ? hyw if fro ereht ton t'can eh absceue erraidm get why eh ntgiahny hs'e be ? 'ctna etehr fi ahtw fi keep see ? ngedwid do hwy ouyr.
Elif on eogs btu. Uyo tpos ,lyelritla tac'n ti. Will vahe to yuo wkiangl ekpe. Kaet dna etps uoy veah o,tn a uoy ro to nwta oarhten hewhetr lwil to. Arenoht and. Akwl dna,. Ll'oyu tub l'ulyo wakl tiem ervye ycr.
Ot ton uldwo ap"i"p suyelrof ttah wlli ays uyo ot eid tnaw ouy. Tod'n so ouy die. I,ltlet wlli try to tiellt yb uyo revuisv nda. Elt,til oceemb rvgisivnu ilinvg by ilwl lltite adn. Tnoe ety reeht ew ubt rea. Are ew litsl riivvgsun. To rgnity naan ieavl nad peek.
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Idenrsf gnthtser dna ot uoy agcureo, rvoeceom dan aimlfy tshi nede ormf ryou eovl wlil. Evcndaa i so dniengs vyghiernet im' ouy in avhe.
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You oelv i.
Msai pipa 'mtaei tofr. . . :) trsè rtfo.
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You.
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