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Dear FutureMe, today is saturday 1:36pm HI?? So how are u feeling rn like when u are reading this stuff, I hope when u receive this email, u will be 16! It's ok, grow fast so u can leave this place as soon as possible, okii. Just a thought for today no..no not just a thought also 14 minutes sobbing but its ok im a human and human and animals have emotions... even u had the best family with your friends and neighbors u won't able to ease the ache of your younger self like u can't sweetheart but it doesn't mean u can't ease all u may feel hurt, ache but it will be u trying to heal the childhood u never have that they hurt and ****** u in multiple ways physically, mentally and emotionally if u want to frame them as evil do it u have the all rights to do it. u were born in a family that never supported u never loved or saw u as a child of theirs."SHE IS JUST A MOTHER WHO GAVE U BIRTH" not a mom, mummy, or anything people like her and her husband don't deserve a child especially a girl child they are hypocritical, Manipulative and the biggest puppet of the patriarchal system. People don't even feel shame in calling their own 8-year-old daughter such degrading words about her character.. I wish I could write more rn but I got my mid-terms going on I don't get much study time as she never cares about me she wants just the best result ...from the age of 11 I felt like a housewife working non-stop neither making lunch or dinner or just doing chores..... I hope I get to see my future without them away from them and happy. thats all love u <3