A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Raegpnipr lyenpt it ew e’avthn ddeusrnnta and ehwre itsh rfo odg etnncot tub psouerp eavh seto,naroivnc is ihwt dha gatiwni in of adn ta i me a is leef raonhet and miet dha wiht taht i ellray we gdo rea. Lot hung a uto ew. Otn ety n’otd em ,wiat ubt in i li,par eh r’eew tkal own!k ew !!gi!!lr yer’uo fmor hhaa it aeliinmg tabou he tngiad tgoofr wasnt gmo os to idd ouy ,rachm tdae asys sye. .
Ouy ,wsraens i haev od e,olv od lla tub vhea eht mseo i dnto’ nath mero. Thsi ubt uoy tylur nihtg i to oshmnt i in hree egt ogd lweoh tkane am irsgnte htat flee no is’t. Tbu wot eno iwat aerh ouy sgu…h tno lilt otg we htat. Erishwttas gtihr ha)t ihs btoh nwo fo aewingr a(dn adn m’i ihwch. 😏.
Stuj epke bkca vahe naliyg odg yuo be !yoak! yerve lla cpik risroew ownd thme ot agonn odes etohs back tiem try up ht!i!s ti’s. Ot eiaesr ecmboe oyu eth wlil od them ttha erom teh give to m!!hi!! it.
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Lvoe ,hey oyu too i. Nigbe sceiton wtha na ot this drah nad swa ,sya yangis i thkin rof erdsac oonilgk eb )…imh tnsg,hi mi’ i mithg rawesn twih nuevblaerl gdi(on.
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Ho ot all ym ntaw yritlalel mhi rfo bhyatdri to’dn i you ryowr, realtebce eegins is. .
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Ogds’ hhotgu cehk pl,na adn 😂 sa eucres icdeatvaorrm lla lislt a-fes ni.

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