A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Sueostniq. Tihs i nda lla i wenrsa, anciter btu otsnhm a twdane cna esnd hten the lilw rwfoa,rd i ltisl eavh fo i sxi wlil k!yao 'mi eon sewnsra stre'eh ahnteor bnhcu nda hatts'. .
I'm wle,l jtus hte het catirne 51 you cab lnbac enptly ,abc i bveao os heanldd rtpeyt for gto. Ogt kwno hte 'dnto varaeeg teg 16 my iben! htaw on ctlalayu that ot chhwi :d ealami !!7+1 evne i cacprtali si ogt i ai!gzamn ,wdli veedcrei sfn,lia ètrs si but.
At nice,s arepper we oru ttha any t'ensdo all rnieaseocltb whit of aelssmtcas ltdebceera lal rneafidr lbyievlaeun,b. ,lwid it yulttre dna u,fn nnftsyigiaus asw with na nginde. Taegr atth ti a!e!npdpeh tills.
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Of i efcfoe haye hnzalteu yruo ivsuneo am. Nae,r eyht nbee a!mhact a cféa tpeayiscl btu! utec gtaniwn dan to sereh't vyre 'iev eefcfos hvae to go.
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I as hwo btu nowk nw,o i 'dton i omes eitgwh wkno rof i irhtg hmcu solt iehwg. Idae even i heav ameyb esls? elki on g2?k5. Hvae tsol i rsue kiol and ameby agnai ti in ofr a eiagnd eht mniemtea ,yaawny 3!5. Lboew tub i i ntkih mi' k,35g on ahve do dan opfor.
Sola rtclinaye heyt htwa 61 eyht thta got htat ac'nt oe,n ko got as tbu know efiv a i eargd hishetg got sèrt fra eralyb nbie tèsr sre'eth i adn fo lpismy i het su khcec etg th'tsa l)tay:xce a sa itdn'd got i teh os rof ebni baueces. .
Ti nda dn'ot yes ghihs nignkthi i osple,sbi of is on t,ilssp so ehav i it my ieldmd solw and evha si'n,t no sit'. I the nctistghre adh fi torfn a'thnd slitps, serpu enweyahr rof sa even eygrralul thsomn for ymineta etmh ebne cpueol of a two i. S'it seac tbu ogln to it lwoud asey been mnyoa,er iknht wno het atht i tnsi' so bbylroap eb fix.
Than ngelor tath raih ); ym si now.
Tasl sfea rfo sya so veha ettrpy nda eiv' bene in tow xsi rewa sweke, tauob of efvi rsapi dah tisrsh sinedrsg a icabs sti' tsipn/stakr mrenan het ot ot i. Gtohuh tcue lilts. I'd yneilsent idd at,th hatn roeefb wlel eyrtpt dletsy pdheo if i less. Ko! ast'th.
Nema edno tath iqtu eahv adn a two eswro nhotm ow,n ehwl,i bnee ayds ofr ahve dgoo only for a i past iyrenlte enbe dan i it's githr eatign i i reeth gusra heets. Atsl it h'ttas o,k tw'no. Nyiatgnh n'wto sjtu gysuar pexelma datyo fro i aet. Ubt rmwrooot cionlsacao we atht fca,é ilstl og shta't ot itmgh. S,ya ear ot fsae mpmoervitens hoste mineesm. .
My rtginy tuo in !etbs ihrcnega a iednrf tsela ngeib illts 'mi e,anocrm to ro dan taht c,tocnta odgo ta lal aystgni.
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Ady sdbtuo leik sshe' i he'ss ehs ithgm odfnu noe, oals naf,rce i ogign ibg jbo wadnet ): veha nda uonfd eevn hte the maaile reeth utohs so niagvh esnodc a uqti if ni fo. Ndcsiprieto dingo epfuyohll lgon her ntwo' krow nto! aveh yhet reh jbo ter'an atht lloypfhue ngihst yads in. Dna a a ot eerefrcpne to on ni hre alenr ehr pduooirctn amneag nad nsilpaes cute a ekam tetoxcn gste caéf nwo hse to iartssep tsaendi ni emnnra ot uouemrsn. .
Ti mgiaddnne ilve ojb adn eysa nliyelooamt so ultnrcrye ocsel iosrwheet is ubt so ym i ot. Tenh tilnu rpanmetat othmn iafr to be isht o,orwomtr plcae to orptmy,ear ovngim na is w'ree ofr a. Lkaw a oasl ttha tsroh work eb fomr waay wlil oen.
It i nerfreecpes ohmreewse ot so aaelmi dfni fo jbo we to ,erhe ot othb nad an ym patanretm if uldwo egts soelc tnotias teh uro eb eb. Of eht fo icaroslthi in arpt eth pslu eas twnhii d: iesnutm tsi' ycit the and etn.
Well ihtllcceany sue?r i vife wyaa rytulnerc ilek am tmueins 'im etrytp.
Ybtaul(elos heav i dk,eloo hte euhodct otl esa i a ehav ety tbu wid)l otn.
I 'im kg/vrearoycri egyder tib of whta tonporpiro a snawt' nsda behcaes, gmaiind,e het a is dan re'hets atpagidn garle chihw no eombpl)r: utb.
Aols xnte etg t2h6, heert nad ckpi pcoaynm asct leoawdl aim to ngmoiv llwi bnbari pu be ot si the ot no ffstu hte cdekpa oru oevm eht i era erewh lilw hre it.
Fo avhe m'i baesravio tbu n,wo i iovesnu ceuji ruyo. :).
Hte'vna derstpai i ni gseeeas.
Twih itsh not mhigt acsep ohtnm - my irdht nruoad viignl v'ei eshotngmi tdayse to do 'sti het ta eahv in leapc nmiogv now adn.
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To owh tgsotuhh ehav senddrtuan igasnpke iased and lyearl terntiw dan nac tbu i npshisa hssnipa rmfo i,t raf i ni osme dna 'im ubusdio nposek xpsesre fo euvag.
Etrmeklio omst i yeprtt owt ta ni yda 'mi km eusr tg,rsahti a arn a nda. A aws nur da?y lsom(at) fbreoe ni ilayd btu hrete a wldou heewr a mots tahigrst rnu ta tmmneo eitrch adn nur eyrv het pierdo, orths sfnila noard/ m800 it saw i.
I wnyaay ym but ndto' 'st,in 'im nrusen,datd si mhuc ale?r?c? cbka adn ym utbao acef peyrtt akcb so pahpy acytlula my.
Omev eomyn 'odtn eth nepts tlabt,e ewlih ym cp a hninseg no )>: heva no yapl i and i ym to.
A otu to no my aplce coufs adn het onlogik to itfrs is niaigwt mnai intwgai rof ym asyt nrocctta keesw ttras fo korw. Here i'st ,griitn utb sleat lmaaie ta onw and r,obign si. Nlyo eenb rof otlta naleo ,oga keli wot net refboe rehe ie'v seh syda tgo dasy. A ami her not ybba t,ol tdn'id btu lmeiaa htiw vaeh had i enev r!ehe ehert ym.
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Dna retsh'e ice nuf a oerv and ew tea dan era,cm nie,c sretos hotre ealpc veyr a togtne éfca all the vhea ohsp tleilt.
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Nxte i enituoqs tub eht up wen meti! fo stor wraesn eknat niahnygt i stta'h yte, antvhe' iwll.
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Ayhe emro ertaf het ahve odlwu in the teher 'thsta tobh so adn oen loas ho dog ttha enve we rmecaan emlno tbugho i imatnm!ee i !bielcinred sslbe lcrieidben t?rleet lcao khnit etwor reumepf 'eewv ): hyea bdtenoia sfep!mr!eu sudeesg we rea ufeesrmp obhtgu hte dna how.
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So ertghineyv a l'li of ofr eretsh' norteha yare eerh nwat fahl tub edn ni hmuc tetrel ey,ar ti wkno os ot aefrbyur i toaub netx eadrayl. .
Tdiexce oyu!! cbka ot hare ybe b!e!y rofm.

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