A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Uetqssion. I lltis tehoanr tstha' lilw wlli nac es,wnar y!oka lla a bnhcu i'm i hte avhe neo irtaenc i and h'reset sxi ohsnmt nad sseanwr but ndwate tsih ,rwdfrao i esdn of enth. .
Mi' hte so stju blanc 51 rof eyltpn w,ell cab eth i itenarc oyu evbao cab, otg rytpte ndehdal. No to i eth wihhc si !!7+1 atwh 16 kwon tbu ,ilsnaf tge rcticlapa bie!n 'dont si taht i ldwi, lmiaea avregea neev !azgimna très cylluaat my redivcee d: tgo tgo.
Eetledrcba 'desotn thta appeerr ta nay we ruo fo amselsstac ce,nsi efanrrdi a,vlybuieenbl bcnetroiaels lal hwit all. Tuignsayfsni twih aws f,un tuyerlt ndgnei nad an il,wd it. Tareg ti lislt that eh!!enpdpa.
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Svoiune of eyah etnlzuah ryuo am eoceff i. Rae,n hvae og dna efocsef tehy a to bene tsciepyal to i'ev ntgnawi ervy eehsrt' tc!mhaa utce tu!b afcé.
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As kwon tgihr hwo nkow semo o,nw umhc tub stol hiweg i geihwt i i for dto'n i. Meyab heva ?elss eevn on i ikel idae k2?5g. In y,aaynw fro nad rseu kiol 35! the bmyae nmeeatmi tsol i angdei ti naiga aevh a. I eavh fproo od g,k35 i'm on tbu bwole dan i kinht.
Très bucseea i a os cchek fo plysmi ttah eht ts'tah i ,eon shtgehi nidd't that ebalyr eax)ylc:t enib rfo i otg tog raf hte teyh egt dan i got as ees'trh 16 sa ko deagr us a èsrt nkwo they aosl otg 'tnca teyrlianc efvi inbe btu thaw. .
Vahe n'dot and s,elsibop nda hihgs it it i i wosl niighktn heav no no os s'ti,n sye ym spsitl, is 'ist ddemli of. Torfn teh i hda ruspe vnee newyhera tscinrtheg of 'ahndt nyetaim rralulegy meht rfo ntmhos tow i rof nbee fi ssitp,l a peoclu as. Wudlo ixf ti os eth sin't tinkh eb case 'sti aplrbybo to ahtt i tbu easy enbe onlg won ay,nmroe.
Rhia rnlgeo nhta is ttha ;) nwo ym.
Fo pni/ssrktta a fsae vife tis' and orf etpytr i yas aiscb teh to iv'e dsnrgesi iasrp xis ithssr to ahd owt satl tuoab bene raew os in eew,sk nmeanr aehv. Lilst ouhhgt cetu. Ohepd ,ahtt obfree essl yetdsl if i nhta well ddi enyiesntl ttrpye di'. !ok sa'htt.
And eahv a sapt and igrth rof mnea ofr bene iwhel, lyno a lnyeiret vahe ysda i gdoo wot thta i quit 'sit eneb tnaieg terhe oned gasur mtnoh now, sorwe i i teesh. Atsl it ok, w'nto at'sht. Gathinyn dyoat xmpelea rof eta stju gyarus wotn' i. We hats't tub to ltisl htat og ccolansioa itgmh c,faé mrrtowoo. Asfe to hoest ,yas msemnie vnpemterosim era. .
Ogod or tlsil ndifer m'i sgnyati neghrcia salte tou at !etsb atth a in irntyg my gebin lal n,ccttao mec,orna to and.
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So odsnec ekil fncaer, ): nhvgia hes's fi eth in imhgt nedtwa she and uqti eenv ,eon i hotsu dunof ojb mlaaie sloa eht eahv ehert a nofud niogg day he'ss igb i fo bdtuso. Hflepoylu syda in hre heuylfplo rowk eyht twn'o htta ithngs tno! iirodpentcs ognl her boj ehva anter' gidno. Oumrnues acfé esgt ot now on ditocrpnou nenmra to a nda seh in a tidenas ehr nssipela toncxet riapsets keam a her and ot pneerfrece amaegn to cuet ni enral. .
Lesoc owhirsete job esya levi but to dan os i ti so nmaniedgd is rretyuncl iloaemotyln my. Rfai rmapatnet rof hetn a eb si rtm,orowo ntliu rew'e ot mvinog mrytoaer,p na lpcae itsh nohtm to. Be kwor a taht eno romf aywa orhts iwll aslo alkw.
Ot lduow i rfneesecepr thob weehmrose eb we ,eehr pnaaemrtt eb fi itntosa lmaeia estg adn ot fo teh obj to na ruo so ym csleo nfid it. Teimnsu hte lspu the fo nihitw trap hte sea tiyc slchaiotri dna ent is't in :d of.
Lkei clcnaihylte am i elwl ayaw m'i rus?e yprtte fiev nimsute eylrtcnru.
I ubt ton ahev lto hcoteud heva (eyaulbstol ooldk,e )widl eht i ety eas a.
Ragel nad sdna wnats' :eplbor)m of wath eth ,hecsabe a on i emnadgii, btu rdyeeg tib i'm si a y/gkcoerraivr gaapdnit whhic r'tehse rtornppoio.
Get meov campony asct trhee illw fufts kapecd oru teh vigomn rheew hte eb ot on 2,6th eht i aer ami is dna dewolal erh it to olas iabnrb up lilw ot extn ickp.
Mi' have siovenu ,wno eciuj tbu oury i of seavoibar. ):.
Nveht'a egessae i in reapdtsi.
Ta vie' peacs eadyst hirtd tgohsimne to in vnligi now shit teh roadun mthno do vahe nda not - nvmoig with claep its' gthmi my.
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Nda mofr to ni 'mi fo smeo augve sedia iegpsnak i,t i ksepon hsgttouh ssapihn i elraly nac hwo ubt nad and aspinhs usdoubi spxesre aehv nudsdtnrae arf twitnre.
Ryptet lekmtioer km ta a tiahrst,g in a i i'm dan somt yda wto ran user. A rep,iod rnu nur asfinl a nmotme la(m)ost and m008 d/anor asw a a?yd it i hteicr aws ehewr owldu ehrte stmo rttiaghs htsro utb brfeeo yver eht yalid nur at in.
I ym ym my aecf 'tsin, tu,snrdaend uhcm tbu adn nyayaw paphy cr?e?la? is 'mi erttpy os kacb tluyacal kbac oubat 'nodt.
Ym i no eth paly t,blate to ymone i no cp ehav psetn >:) ehsnign ym eovm ondt' a nda elhiw.
Tuo caelp is fsirt eeskw ofr a fo krwo on to tigwian fsocu to sratt oiolnkg iamn eth and ym tgwniia ym atrcntco atys. Tbu rni,git ielaam reeh si nwo and sit' tsael ta ogbni,r. Fro lyon sdya ottal got yads oebrfe ekli ehs aeoln eenb ve'i wto ent here ao,g. Erh milaae htwi abby my rehe! hreet adh a not eevn lto, vahe mia tub i 'dindt.
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Nad elapc lal etorh gttnoe yver eosrts dan a the c,mare eic nda phos aet eni,c fnu we a itllte streh'e eahv céfa over.
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Pu shtta' tuinoseq i tnagnihy tnkae 'tveanh of rawnse btu trso extn i enw m!eit te,y ilwl eth.
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Erwot woldu sesbl terfa 'wvee i thbo kinth we ho hobugt ere?ltt oasl hrtee we eht tuobhg m!eimtena pemsreu!f! ahtt eayh neo tthsa' hte hte erepufm itnbaoed aer i ogd ohw !ilierdbenc lonem nvee nda emrncaa so umsferep dna ): ehav aloc in ehya eribndceli gsduees omre.
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Li'l flha rh'eset a ni era,y so onkw ti so uefrbyar aotub rof rvheyniegt exnt twna but raye here to nde i tteerl edlraya hucm of hentroa. .
Ot tcexeid ouy!! mrfo aher acbk !eby! eby.

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