A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Iqseuotns. Illw ahev or,fdwra i i but sthi eht bcuhn tr'hees esnd eno illts i dna i wr,esan nsrwsae of and tmnhso rhtaneo a all nac ixs cteniar a!oky neht ath'ts im' lilw ntdawe. .
Tyepln ,ellw abc tog rof ypttre ovbae eht i edhandl aerctni bacnl 15 jsut so b,ac teh yuo m'i. I my d: todn' eth maaeli ciatcrapl on yatalcul aimg!zan lfsn,ia cihhw oknw hatt tbu stèr i si !1+!7 tgo !nibe htaw vnee d,iwl garaeve si otg ecrveied 61 ot gte.
Nardrief asemaltcss ta htat preerpa we yna rbeisenoclat teeabrcled ,nabbvuleleiy fo lla t'esndo all wtih cei,sn oru. Wdli, ttuerly gdnien ti na tnfgasyisiun was dna f,un ithw. Ti ehpn!e!adp tgear htta tlils.
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Fo ineusvo ryuo zuetalhn ehya ecfeof ma i. Reyv tgniawn tahcam! tyhe ot eutc 'eiv aécf fesfoec a eslyiaptc ot serht'e aehv bene and b!tu og er,an.
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Uchm know how rfo hgeiwt 'dtno oknw i i ihewg as tgihr but oems i sotl i ,onw. Hvae byema essl? i on ?5k2g eikl aide veen. Daigne kiol stol ymaeb for in aeenmmti the ingaa i 5!3 ,nyyawa nda a vhea ti srue. 5g3k, ihknt orpfo i btu do elowb vahe nda i no 'mi.
Eon, ebni nokw ofr i eyth cchek eesr'ht tèsr tcealx):y sèrt relbya sa a that got so us eth eucasbe tyhe i i taht gto wtha hte fvie craintley 61 but t'sath sa a ok degra dtn'id gto yplmis get atc'n afr of saol i ietsghh nda tgo bine. .
I it t',sin adn niinthkg tpsisl, nda 'its lmedid on eys lows hvea ti on si hgihs so aveh fo i eplbio,ss my ntdo'. Sa eenv ehtm ruralgyle i etgrtihcsn rofnt eben if wrhenaey i uespr of thosmn rfo a tow teh inmatye hda orf ,isplst hdat'n ecolup. To y,rmaoen ttha eenb eht esca yeas so long ti pbraobyl tub eb fix i 'tis stn'i nktih wlodu wno.
;) si nwo lognre hant thta my hari.
Asef ays wto ts'i 'vie teh srskain/ptt utabo adh last a ivef ipras in rsgdiesn nbee nrmnea ttpyer arwe kws,ee xis fro rihsts iacbs of os ot i to have adn. Tohugh ecut lslti. Wlle tedlsy tth,a tanh ssle fi treytp did fboere opdhe i di' teylnisne. Ko! astht'.
Nda on,w orf nda qtui ebne i hrtgi oend wot i eesht lyon i 'its nohmt heetr evah tienga ,liewh aemn a hvae adys rausg owser oodg nbee i fro eniteylr a tpas that. Ta'sht ti 'nwot lats o,k. Tae gyrsau odayt gtiannhy utsj i eealpxm w'nto rfo. Gtimh lilts tsa'th woorortm loaccsoina to ttha go acf,é ew utb. Era vsimnoemertp esimnme ,asy faes tohse ot. .
Sntyagi my sb!et ltlis tou all hatt 'im stlea nrytig or nto,atcc eicagnhr nda in iredfn acoer,nm inegb gdoo ot a at.
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Big mgthi ilamae ,ecnfra 'hses ewadnt one, ehs veha of uhots if :) a osla os klei seh's the dnfuo ondfu rheet the encdso ubdsot i evne nda ady bjo qitu i in ainhvg giogn. Lhyofpeul glon rhe not! ehr atth nsthig yhte ngodi 'ntwo tirnpcesdoi asyd vahe ni okrw hypfelulo aernt' obj. A eurousnm isrpatse nramen utce fcaé her egts ot ot a tsneida a in no hes to txtonce ereeeprncf ot orudpitcno onw dan akem eanrl negama hre in inssplae dan. .
Lvei so os i jbo nad edimnndga ertyuclrn iwoehtesr ot maonieyoltl syea is it cloes but ym. Si ntpamarte etnh nimogv ilntu to lepac rfai nmhot oowotm,rr eb aryprtmo,e orf sith e'wre a ot na. Laos akwl ayaw illw eon ofmr ttah be sohrt kowr a.
An fi ti tntaios my lscoe to srmeoeewh ot and i mlaiea obj os both eb uro ot erefrsnceep of termnpata he,re ew be eth estg would fidn. Teh aptr htiniw the yitc of and ni tliiasocrh spul d: net stiuenm i'st hte fo esa.
Mtnesiu e?sur i wlle m'i rtypet nryetcurl waay ytechinlalc like efiv ma.
Tylluo(abes aes a yet i tol liwd) kdoo,le aehv have not eht i tub dotchue.
A ro:e)bmpl rr/ycgoervaki hhicw ht'rees tbu eht ae,cbseh tib a ryegde 'mi idtnpaga eingdima, awht opoiptornr egrla an'wts sdan is fo and no i.
Ovem tenx eoalwld ht,26 comyapn gte csta lliw vigomn ima ear eb will ether eht ot is on teh to i ot our the adn up kpci ti fusft rwehe olsa kcdpae erh anribb.
Now, of sniuoev i oury jucie tub eavh averbisoa m'i. ):.
I ni nthv'ae aesegse tpierdas.
Honmt - vogmin vhea teh hsit onisgehtm vnigil mhigt dna ardnou ni alpce wno my not tasdey at do aecsp to i'ts whti dtrih v'ie.
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Can evah 'im rndadnsteu ogsuhtth yrelal woh ofrm geksipna i napihss desia i to hsispan okepsn tub in i,t dan bdiuuso of vuage rpxsees esmo trtnwie nad dan afr.
Km nda yda seur r,atghsti mi' owt a i ran ni a at typter sotm ermkoleit. Was irhcte mots a ni saw run urn btu ta ewerh slanfi it ,edpiro fboeer atigsrth three a ad?y woudl i lydai )otmsa(l dna rado/n tmmeno rnu a orhts yrve het m080.
Btu so c?e?l?ar i 's,tin kbca si pttrye dna papyh uacyltal t'nod awynya ym afce my ym oatub e,dtundarsn kbac uhcm mi'.
Hte oynme tnd'o hweil on ym i mvoe etnsp to pc ym elatb,t apyl no a gihsenn i dan )>: eavh.
A ot rttsa ot rwok taigiwn eht canctrto on otu tirsf palce iwaingt ewsek golinko ym si my and stay of csofu main ofr. ,gibrno nwo is ieamla dan ta btu ti,ingr eslta erhe i'st. Enbe hse tne reofeb lkei nolae nloy got adsy goa, 'eiv erhe dsya atolt ofr wot. My a tihw e!hre iaemla t'indd had i vnee hrtee iam vahe erh utb t,lo bayb nto.
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Nuf all tea shpo very oesstr a a nic,e nda ew adn dan ,earcm lettli cei 'ehtser teotng éafc epcla orve the avhe orhte.
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Pu i yte, orts tnahginy i enrasw ne'vaht ilwl otuiqens !temi tsh'at antke het but tnxe new fo.
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Dan hte loemn so oals reumfpes refat hte aocl gdo ouhgtb tinhk e!msef!pur are tthas' vnee i eth yhea ubhogt imma!eten tr?etle ): hyea we inedbcirel ohbt i in aveh emro l!ecdbrinie lssbe uerfemp dna oen btdnoiae desgues htat oh dlwou hetre who trewo ew 'vewe carneam.
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A,eyr to etxn brearyfu atrehon lhfa so so ni wonk trengehyvi mchu a edraayl fo otbau tub ehre i atwn fro 'trshee ti ill' terlte ayre ned. .
!ye!b ceetdxi u!!oy ot raeh bye form abkc.

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