A letter from Feb 06, 2025

Dear Future Me, Did it get better at all? It saddens me that school has such a negative connotation in my mind, but did college make it better? Am I happier now? Or did it just get worse? If I could go back in time, I'd stop us from choosing IB. Sometimes I wonder if IB was the butterfly effect that led me to horseriding. I don't think I'd still be alive if it wasn't for that. On the flip side, I wonder if all of this was worth it. I'm miserable. I don't want to do this anymore. Love, Highschool You