A letter from Nov 26, 2024

dear future self, happy 17th. how's life going? every year you celebrate your birthday but with a totally different self, totally different circle and a totally different situation in your life. are you finally studying hard like you wished? please tell me you're getting atleast B in your maths... you're gonna take your igcse soon ❤️look how far you've came, are we still besties with zion? esther? shamshii? are you already living in canada? cuz your 16yr old self would be so happy you get to live your dream! if you're not in malaysia anymore, I hope you've atleast had a proper goodbye with your loved ones. how's your relationship going with iman? it'd be you guy's first anniversary in a few days, do you guys still love each other like you used to? are u guys finally going on dates? your 16 year old self would be so happy to finally see u settle in a relationship,, not having to beg anyone for the love and attention you deserve, please thank iman if he's still around..if not, I hope you can move on and accept what has happened. im doing okay right now, my relationship is great with iman, we're together for 2 months now 😊😊, just finished exams and it's currently school holidays :) im missing my friends and classes ofc. im currently a little stressed because my parents wanna send me to that scary boarding school again haha, my parents are happy, im happy, my friends are great, teachers were amazing, i hope I'll get amazing class teachers and classmates next year 🤍I hope you're still keeping in touch with your close friends, Alex, Zion, honey, mawaddah, Christina, fatimah, fiona. but are u still scared of maths? well I was when I'm 16, hahaha I hope you have changed yourself to be a better person. teacher geetha? how is she? she's been an amazing teacher in your life iris, please remember to appreciate her while she's still there. just know whatever is going on in your life right now, please remember to be grateful, because your little self would be so happy and proud to see u accomplish all these little things in life 🙃dont take anything for granted, iris. take care and happy birthday