A letter from Nov 21, 2024

When this letter arrives to you , i wish you'd be fine , i wish you're okay , i am still trying to forget u ,i will i will , i discovered with u how much iam so lover how much i have feelings, i wish i could love after you , i wish i could give the same quantity of feelings to the real one , i feel like i could never do that , i gave a lot to u , a lot honestly, i donno maybe u don't deserve that big quantity, maybe i was too much giver , but yeah , this is me , i doesn't work even if i did all what i can , this is what i learned, giving a lot can bring beautiful things , but u took a lot from me , u took my honesty, my purity, my feelings , u know how i became? , like a stone, I don't feel , I don't believe people, I don't care , i am thinking how can i live after with a man without feelings !! I donno , I don't wanna hurt him like u did to me ...but yeah , it's okay