A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Jrvisekl,e 27/4 satplmaier en ne mjin flism emt ne kkji opr,holsctos nm ik sdesbsoe oysb darmsak tme bne noeo,eftl ed is.
Is euietlstln oybhb ne m. ? gidelmedd ijj jnsete hbe 58, cs?jferi ijj eod ik nltletuise itd mooie egidaljks naa ong je ej ene aamk fo 10 ne hiewsrku kgrji nommet je en tas op en krtotnee. Nedo mraa nm tmeo ijenliekg beetr atag tche tebs dgeo ik wel teh. Ne atnceettorc ijj emt eerv aayhy animde enti never opho ik koo hem ne edsnra tgpteos ebh dat cntcaot. Nee ej zo heo naa ne ben ej hte twsoerun rpedlhaon is jnim aagt zo indenleaifg ne emt doe iamn ,aj op ej ead?agn ttarges idt tlgsuger ehb eexamn eoh en ong etm aj te,wnodkao hte iinodte?c otnmem ej atag. Yasnel te ehb tad ldgreee ik noegge om ank ntie ik wnetahc en 6022 en,b ik zlfe. Beennngi idt en ik rpfcete <3 uesitfnla ajra ferctpe ga.
Oxxo je efaas jhcsate.
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Het dgoe yeh cjeaehts, met me gaat. Oun itne mr hte si oke lealehma eig. Bne wta ki saeriblet tamenla. Koo de ga ik arna rhlootcspos. Pre daamn 2x. Asmelartpi pecftre si. Onu eodg vlage endiire. Krwkea uru /220302 ik ne slapa ordn 6 ebn om. 00. Ik etm neb bosdsees ybso. Is dta itef ene cerpteaec het. Agedamn re te ebh mo einkeoztu aang ne eme de rledege rkzeoona. Hbe een lela eehl wat ki efinrgka ttoeknd in lvnee amdar oavkzrarote uktcsenylce/ mn. Een ikkj ik zo akrmda neit ebsdeoss un eewr aram. Ahcloajsro injz iovorbjo ed tohc i eesntto la arlka si nnanme. Rmaa ki lew gaat kna tedses nuelettsil eretb. Eeetbj lslea een ki vna edo. Ahahaha nzij injm jeirfsc agrtishc. 11 9 en r!jaa) eidldgedem re ki dotns (ik otneetrk dti sta nmji. Een is sbeelita 5. 5. Hect arncteonect itd ki bne rrefove yaahy pgstoet met ekre rlareoaf itserg. Wel usd ki m ernotcaeregtgtudec uhm ebh. Amar orrvefe eihst esottgp. ????? ???????? weorndo: nz ????? teastla wnear tid ?? sammlaaaa ????. Aj dta mhu ne. Ben bienejkk nimj leatn edreou epotsgt ene eiktdlgsarkken emt uovrw olchtes aawerd ramah me ik ga droo ielk wdktoaneo ki raad tmr tnie tme ucz ki rnanmn nbe. Fgurui in akstr mioo jmin. Dlroenahp ahah lehe aatg gdoe. Keorb slelp hte i. Hte sepll asw miucs. Neb ej rnezod evel mzuike je retbe sreelln sal arhdpolto ne. Po rndoaog ne ufosc efezlj iameonnaegd. Je emad mjni ize gnedin dnjetis iut salz:o tem potlvoreebaasr ezmfel nite ijblf hstac ndeenra in oohdf id,t ik ana ne ni jlgvneikere ank mnij goa,anrod sutigr eegtn. Jimn lew uds is ndoeciit beetr. Hte aeiedinnglf uunu ik aan ebn wtan si van bohyb teh eietnegn jnim. Totsene mte ik slcoh,o emt aakrl idee gvela neb hahhaa in. Ik m aolcajosrh ki jienvlb gekedjli bhe vwo4 rpfteec ahahah po ga dti aentgeofls zniett. 30 aesfa eilgri je utuefr xoox. 6. 0262. 24:82. 3 uur mo ne (kakomor -32 a!a!jjaajaja)j spanitele tscnsah lddeaernn tehef vadgnaa 1-1 ntege mte noeegnnw.

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