A letter from May 22, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am going through a lot right now. My classmates are picking on me, as usual, and adding so much stress onto my life that is definitely unneeded. I am studying for this quiz I have and it's really hard. Not only that but I am waiting to hear back on a assignment that is either going to make or break my grade and I have two tests tomorrow that I am not ready for at all. I have been studying for about a half an hour and I still don't feel ready. And my daily anxiety is just making this whole thing worse. Also I am physically drained but I have to keep waking up everyday and just survive, that's what I am doing: surviving. I can't even rest this weekend because I have two sleepovers I have to go to which I am excited about and nervous about (as always) but also I don't feel like going. But I know I should go because I know I will have fun but I don't know. My brain is not working properly anymore and I feel like I can't breathe EVERY SINGLE DAY and not only that but I have to worry about what I eat because I've got stomach issues (wonderful, right?). It's just TOO MUCH. I just need a break and I can't get that until June 6. I am just wondering, how am I going to survive without dying completely inside?

Epilogue

2 months later

Your anxiety has gone down a lot but you know it’s still...

Smawheto reeht. Ihst i ehligan yuo didn’t are utb teriw we nkow. Nokw i grduni ,tmie a rwee iugnrth otlpceeyml hits utsedarnnd olt i ouy. Ot tdakle ni onlg ssmlcaeats a we elyral itme ’thevna. Eww ,btu fo so the zcha a’shtt tujs anryb dan lsup aehv a ta idd lfie yrou uyo iemt. And hetos reyv udrpo ttses erwe you fo fesuyrol yllear idd on llew. Utb piclylyash otviisep swa rae lieltt nialomtoely dan ntiveage eoicv is we so irtde ngnutir htta thta etlyrlinan. Koay yuo eb lilw. Aer hogttrohuu we ifggihtn dveyyera. ,now taht i lilw aybme ont %100 we aesmo,dy eb okay nokw. .

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8 months ago

Responding to both of these comments, we are mostly better. And our anxiety is progressively getting better but also is kind of getting worse on Sundays. It’s just the new week jitters but it’s okay; we power through. And with yk who they are interesting. I know both of you would break literally in half if you heard this but what we were worried about came true. And you know exactly what it is.

Letter Author:

8 months ago

Ik my may self would break in half for sure but it’s okay because we’re okay. We’re okay with it. You also went through a little bit of a mini crisis because you just were in a terrible terrible phase of your life. The wave of emotions kind of just hit you really hard and you didn’t expect it but we overcame it like we overcome everything that’s in our way. And with not feeling enough you will be told how cared for you are in two months.

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