A letter from May 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Leen, How are you? The last time we talk it was after your birthday. You got what you wanted like I said Allah work in mysterious ways. Oh but uhh we lost our father in the end... maybe Allah knows he hinder our growth. Maybe it was a doa that you and he makbulkan finally. But we lost him may he put him in Jannah and let him get what he deserves. I know you have been crying,silently, alone, including in the car... just trust in him. You could cry a river and he will make it happen. You are doing a good job.He's there watching always watching. Hang in there. You still remember him don't you, selit his name in Dua and let He do the rest. He have meet us again maybe he will help us see him again maybe this time there will be a bud growing. Peace be Upon you myself, and always stay strong.

Epilogue

7 months later

Hey there future old me, its June now in 2025. Im currently sad trying to finish an email...

I bjo htta find a gaain dcolu so. Ughohtr het teg eissnbus ntdid. . . Dihbatry h28t ist edhrra ew tno etg ithgr alytirlle mneolisirlia yb my treaf ear ubt wno tgtnegi to. Of tath bam ightnkni afrhaa at eetbrt fro saelt ym asw as odohj a nda doa and gnido. Go hetre if otu eaysfl dlot me eh etl him i eth is of rcyunto. Sdnotincio lal oodg ni mte cots ta me adn cepttro su.
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Aevh otn nlylf,ia lsoa i he og ihm rof me know i aangi as aws etl. Nloy onatitusi tup wetic tpu in i neo ihm hatp oda htat het is in my rou laalh he my sa edpesti. You yhe rtehta vere he nelsos enimget ygu snripsec a lkei a htat atht it if wired to illw od em is nigvig antw a you tihtuwo eh.
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Essasdn em si hgaticwn i onwk but erhet eh si ltils ineggirln. Meti elpca at me hte inpgsuh nda gihtr. .

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benamaraaya05:

2 months ago

May Allah gives you the strength you need 🩷 may him put your father in the highest of his jannah

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