A letter from Mar 17, 2024

Hii bbg, i thought you might wanna know tht you should be glad you are where you are because rn i am not. Nothing makes sense and i don't think you need to hear me whining but honestly it will make you feel better i assume. I am simply soo stuck. Everything is soo stagnant since the past two months idk wht to do or feel anymore i am just stuck. I just want to feel something and rn all tht i feel is this weird pain in my chest. Could also prolly be potentially a heart attack but you would know tht. Anyways i hope you are doing fine.....hoepfully things are making a lil more sense for you.....they are not as standstill.......and even if they are just know tht 6 months ago you were prolly feeling worse and then things got better.....they always do somehow. lots of love lots of pride and mwahhh i believe in you no matter what has happened byeeeeeee <3