A letter from Feb 08, 2024

Dear FutureMe, broo its 9 feb, 12:04am....and i want to cry..dont know why...bhai ye kya backchodi h ki jab tk crush rahata h or aisa lgta h ki vo bnda tumhe pasand krta h tab tk sab hasi khushi se chlra hota h move on krne ke bad its empty....im happy but im not....i realised ki mai 15 ki hone wali hu and still im flat chested..no brest development...ladkio ki iss age pe complete ho jati h prr what can i do...patli bhi to hu..kya karuu??..body image issues + aab to trust issues bhi ho gye h..im not able to trust peoples...har time validation chaiyea or usme bhi proofs dhundti hu ki ye mujhe pyar nhi krte..they are just using me...im just so ****** up right now...mujhe koi to pahale jaisa krdoo...no tention log kya kahege ya mai kaisi lgti hu ya how im looking....i just want to feel happy...i want to accept me...i know log backchodi karege ki "uk small ******* are so cool, they dont bounce or u can lay on your stomach and wagera wagera" ......bhai chutiye ho kya??ye kahane ki batte h...tum skinny bhi ho to log bss tumhari wrist ko apni unglio me naap ke ye puchege i beta tumhe ghar pe khana nhi milta kya??...bss!! tum jeans me acche nhi dikhoge and actually tum kisi cheez me acche nhi dikhoge...u will only look like a bamboo stick and uper se tum flat chested bhi ho to congratulations...abb aap chaha kr bhi acche nhi dikh skte...tumhari sirf haddi hi dikhegi..u will look like a 12yo girl like wtf should i do.....im ****** done of this **** uk!