A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Llwe di' asy ti trtpey. .
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Ret,let tish cna letl yuo afnliyl atht ahtt criedeev i psesdeerd yinfeedtil yore’u i own.
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It yet riaedlez ujst you hn’teav. Mteis uhgot nad stge esme that hyet btu nowk it i rtbeet rea. Tterel ufertu hwta uyo shit ni orf uoy eadi uoy lfie hte hdols htere aehv on tnes uot adn yrsea. Oyeru’ nersop a prhpeai. Neve say di’ y’uoer a rtetbe eropsn. Isllt is htat tomnindee axetnyi reeht tftanurunoyel you. Ot you by nmaage gortbhu yruo i asy so a eno but euy’vo waay uyo hnta tefrefnid a ppeelo licsoa tis’ tiaxnye odu’lwnt ngvmio mte tyci an mreo. Voe’uy enw adem fdriens. Efdrins uy’voe as lewl olts. Seems ot all yevr uyo itsh ugaev. Ntaw ’tond ouy ear evuoy’ ospil i uoy ,phairpe yrou ot eiehrvygnt yngeer ko,wn igdane. Yuro ckba yu’eov iemls engdia. Uyo yoru dnawte stpa ngehtiyver rmfo peerdeapar bkca ash. Ouy aveh ostl alos hnitgs eosm. Ceon osem ngaai otn peolep ujts and ernfdis. Eu’oyv of iexts nddti’ rfo dader urefut sseen freeob inedga ruoy a ahtt. Oyu in tub ouy v’oeuy nmesoeo flee tmise you tedwna ot teh sloa oolk ees mro,rri hwat fluosery eb het at wenh drowen and ta tsol lhdso rutuef ayawls. Nad ttah sha no ukpeam oll si ehs iltls e’hss agert she and aamngiz lurwnefdo vnilvgeo dan nad nesorp and eilsms ss’he. Olev odulw oyu reh. Duowl hmte uoy lveo. Eorm aslo rnaiizgnog y’euvo bnee. Otucymimn, uoy onde os afce uyo avhe ni aresf ouy ianstrgt a nafnicial uyo to nad all ear a kate ouy ue’yvo tiwh iinmage budli rtspopu cuhm mero are ni llptciyiola tegeotrh yuro ortpvupise iphlgne eceuabs than dlvneivo dah ltisl oyu rsglrdseae, vyre hmow can ehnt eprtyt adn ycit yeuo’r kebar shtee peolpe esndrfi oy’reu tub ot ont ensci oemr fo gdoo hda wnteokr cbka yuo eht uory ym,anreo a ’yroue pnaetrr tbu saserno. Ays aemd htat flie oury eginemt you htem hsa ’id cerayll ,rteteb. To ’nodt ays all isht odnt’ iacnp fo t,erf. Comnig is ehpl. Ngcoim uiqck ts’i. Eolv i oyu. Yflplh,uoe uyo rehswo tkae oosn a. .
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Urfeut uyor sfle.
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P. Sdioevrc : s ovxl oyl’ul. In rfo u’yoll ’mi nod’t :) see athw nilgatk at?bou konw ewf frloysue a.

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