A letter from November 7th, 2023

Dear FutureMe,
Life is so wonderful and weird and crazy and monotonous and unexpected and boring and chaotic and confusing and special and easy and enjoyable and difficult and huge and incomprehensible and full and scary and comfortable and fun and joyous and tragic and nervewracking and uncertain and infinite and finite and wild and tame and terrifying and homely and unique and all mine and out of control and tender and soft and loud and brash and complex and overwhelming and too much and not enough and just right and I love every minute of it except when I don't but then looking back I do but sometimes I love it in the moment and looking back I don't and all of it is meaningful and meaningless but meaningful to me and colorful and musical and friendly and full of love and hate and apathy and caring and feelings and emotions and emptiness and waiting and dreading and anticipating and it's truly my favorite and I'm so grateful and happy to be alive ❤️
sincerely,2023 Melody