A letter from Oct 20, 2023

Dear FutureMe, I thought I have been healed but looking to my right hand with coffee and the left with flutes choco, tells me there is a sadness I have been escaping from. I am doing very very well and I am content and happy actually, I am accepting what I have been through my whole life. I love Life and I love God and I love Pure souls. I love daoism. did you find your Shifu? IF not then I am sure you are still looking for our master , I am a master who needs to be disciplened, experienced kind shifu guide us because they want genuinly, I love Daoism again. I have built a kdrama community for something of my own, are you living in korea by now? I will say of course because that is it. learning korean may have been tough so don't ever leave korea or your dreams for some challenges because we have gone through the toughest and now there is nothing to acquire in our life than happiness and joy. nowadays people are stupidly ******* each other because of their stupid religions. I don't watch news but please I am looking forward a beautiful Egypt. I believe my country is beautiful and our land is sacred and protected by netros so I will not be worried about Egypt , dear Egypt I love you. I just can't live without alot of green, mountains with rich tress everywhere and high technology. I love Asia as much as I love you dear my beloved homeland. I will still be visiting you and representing you in a respectful sense that you deserve, dear future me , did we do that ? always do that. did you start learning japanese or chinese ? better you do -_- by this time you will be 28 years old or 29 hahaha can't calculate :) did we met our spouse? I believe I will marry an Asian man. Not fantasy but even if not I know 100% my spouse is foriegner. I trust you in choosing the partner who will value us and treat us as we deserve. You are my queen, My goddess. is MOM alive? she suffered , will she sees me in a healthy beautiful relationship that she never could imagine. will this heal her? I don't hate my father but still I hate him.. is he alive? whatever , don't be sad or feel guilty. Parents should give us love and guidness and more to try knowing us and getting close with us. You did your best , they had to take their part but if they didn't it wasn't ever your fault, my dear me, my lady .. you were a child you did so good and I love you. please when you see my letters tell me how are you? what is going on your life? don't cry I see you sweety soft heart. HUG from you beloved past self, remeber who I meant to you. but let me go so to be your new you.. both of us are ONE. Listen to this , love https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TXtyYZIiWc