A letter from Jul 07, 2023

Dear FutureMe, So I'm living on 2024 today. On a few days it will be my birthday. There's something I want to my future me to now. You'll always need Jesus is one of them. Today (july,2023) I am watching a korean Drama called "See You in my 19th life", do you remember it? I am sad these days, probably because I am not feeling like I am being the person God wants me to be. Right now I can't say anymore that I fully trust God, is like I'm living in sin. Even though there are times where I can say to myself that I should continue because one day I will definily win this fight once for all. I can do it right? I hope that I will be able to make the future me proud. I am not being a good daugther, I'm sorry, this might be the reason why you're stil having issues with our mom. If not, I'm the happiest for sure. Make sure you aren't worrying too much about the future. I hope you will become each day more excited about becaming a mom, right now I don't have someone on my side, but if him is with you right now, please take good care of him. I also hope that you grew up on loving the people that God loves. I am not that good yet at showing to the people themselves that they are loved. I can see many saddness in this world, and the prayer I will keep making is for God teach me to love the people he loves, the true love that can search somehow to their hearts and share the experience of being a child of God. Dear Future Me, Keep your health on check, show your with words and actions, keep your promises. Don't make many promises anymore, don't waste your money on unecessary things, I'm happy that I finally stop paying my skate but I suffered with the bills, remember that. I know you want to make people fell okay, but you should care for yourself more. I love your future and I won't give up on that. Glad we are blessed with this weird and nice way of thinking. I am looking forword to the person reading this. Invest on music, I know how much you enjoy it. If I know me well, I'm sure that our future we are really cheering on us to keep going. University might get harder on the next years, Hold on. I know you can do it. Don't forget who you were when you were me! Take more pictures to show your kids