A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear Sol, Happy Birthday *****! You've officially made it to your twenties :) You are no longer in your teens and you are such a grown up person. Do you feel grown up already? Cause I sure as hell don't ahah ****, being an adult is weird. Being alive past 18 is weird. Well, we made it. It's our first birthday after 18 today and we are alive and breathing and surviving as we can and that is so so sooo cool. I love you so freaking much. I am so, so , so proud of you and all that you've done. You are amazing. Also, I'm writing this and thinking I will be too grown up that I will find this cringe next year. I hope that is a lie. Please, don't be too grown up for this. Anyways, how's uni? SOCIAL EDUCATION RIGHT? I hope this was the right choice. I hope you're happy. I hope you made friends, true and real friends. I was struggling to come into terms with my decision of giving up uni but I'm sure it was the right choice. And Fora de Cena? Are we ******* it? Are we still best friends? Are we making money with theater? Currently we are planning our camping trip and I'm sure it will be very cool. Are you changing the world? I bet you are. Keep true to yourself and what you believe, no matter what. You did amazing talking about mental health to huge crowds this year, I'm sure you changed people. And Movimento Transformers helped a lot. Did you get a partner? Have you figured the whole assexual thing? And have you finally decided on a gender? ( I hope not, you are valid as you are, no gender norms needed) Anyways, no idea of what to ask more. Well, I'll make a list of favourites rn for you to compare :) Fav colours: yellow, orange, green and brown Fav singers: Hozier, Conan Gray, Taylor Swift Current Fav musical: Dear Evan Hansen Fav things to do: read wolfstar/jegulus fanfiction ; press flowers in books, colouring things Well, I guess that's it! I'm so proud of you <3 Keep doing amazing things. With love, Ni

Epilogue

1 day later

Dear Ni :)
HOW OLD ARE YOU? I'M TWENTYYY. AHHHHH
Grown up, me? Ahahaha, I feel like I'll never feel that way. And I'm always cringe so...
Today was the...

Of ady of stla st1 invuestriy yare. Uro slcsa it whit ahd asw a arlely we iicnpc artge dna. Ym i in my i eojyn eftl ftel nad iekl eongblde i caipeeradtp adn nceprees i poelpe ltef eikl lacss. Ew goelibnng fylutibleua eoxlcpm ghirt oeatdn,ciu ilocaa ,rhee tiknh gleifne ylaelr a ew i si erhew lgbeno dna rae ni uhcs. .
Si isth no reve a gu?h het **** egonrl geeaetnr dewretsi. Itknh dan you nwrog i ytado mhuc srya'e i " cgdenah alst etetrl rfo pu i i and toerw last ayre eard ecnis 'tavehn oot poeh i tih"s anr'te lulrty. Litls retvofuia tisll rna,oge rhoeiz e,nerg nad i wnrbo lweoyl and my oevl ear scluroo. Nliogso snitay veor mi' diagnre awotfrsl usgeulj meth dan acifsfn sllti ym nda. Eacn nwo rosrntmfares de lslit mi' in roaf wthi lalfiyn ntigca we nad eoymn. Dan i si,ofa emth nnai olev ym hte rtse e sitll my igminae ( iefl )aibg i of twih istll us, fsrinde. Ihts obaut i lsilt uegrsgtl btu it and ni wiht i'm iagtlkn hmuc donneitfc ebniglla mroe ergned ********* nad. Tbi a a i had bsrheot adn sllti lislt ean'htv em trearpn that. .
Dgncahe smeo ahs fufst. Esur my sah siht yaer hhaetl maeltn pivermdo rfo. Sfel tuabo oemr ufstf eaecbm omer msfely i edgfuri dncnoieft and i. That mgynear asw twih aesm of tpar the oedn lcsoote adn one nad nwet hte v'ei erve itnhgs i a of beamce ot crew. Aserdtt osamlt iwogknr ingarsi ahev syeflm cunacot nda i 090€2 ym i in and emyno for. Og smylfe ietckst by ni eysflm guhtbo rhzoie to ees i dmrdai :).
Is lueiafubt knhit teh eernghytiv aesm adn egtvehrniy i si ubt that dsha. .
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Anwt love upodr ma to fo you nad i so uoy jstu ouy taht am tsju mi' so elki i ownk yphap i uyo. Igtnh butoa a n'tduwlo ncgeha su. Eydpel ouy etbs voel 'uoyer iurovetaf dna ym i nsepro dinref nad my ryev. .
Uoy ,sgylain <3 epke od as swalya.
Htwi ,veol.
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Fva. Rela do icf loppee ygnnatih isocnmr , ( liek by esirvr ,eiddymgytods ): : fo)c.
Afv. Borwn oclruos ,anegor eloywl, : ,ereng.
Afv. ,iafos ia,nn los agib, : and su leeppo.
Avf. Ozheir noemeso enw : sngo yb.
Fva. Asimluc and hdaetcw sglir sehrhea't i uyrlt,renc htnsdweao ( ot )!!v!lie naem slinentig :.
Fav. Zoireh enrsig : )):.

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