A letter from Jun 20, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear Sol, Happy Birthday *****! You've officially made it to your twenties :) You are no longer in your teens and you are such a grown up person. Do you feel grown up already? Cause I sure as hell don't ahah ****, being an adult is weird. Being alive past 18 is weird. Well, we made it. It's our first birthday after 18 today and we are alive and breathing and surviving as we can and that is so so sooo cool. I love you so freaking much. I am so, so , so proud of you and all that you've done. You are amazing. Also, I'm writing this and thinking I will be too grown up that I will find this cringe next year. I hope that is a lie. Please, don't be too grown up for this. Anyways, how's uni? SOCIAL EDUCATION RIGHT? I hope this was the right choice. I hope you're happy. I hope you made friends, true and real friends. I was struggling to come into terms with my decision of giving up uni but I'm sure it was the right choice. And Fora de Cena? Are we ******* it? Are we still best friends? Are we making money with theater? Currently we are planning our camping trip and I'm sure it will be very cool. Are you changing the world? I bet you are. Keep true to yourself and what you believe, no matter what. You did amazing talking about mental health to huge crowds this year, I'm sure you changed people. And Movimento Transformers helped a lot. Did you get a partner? Have you figured the whole assexual thing? And have you finally decided on a gender? ( I hope not, you are valid as you are, no gender norms needed) Anyways, no idea of what to ask more. Well, I'll make a list of favourites rn for you to compare :) Fav colours: yellow, orange, green and brown Fav singers: Hozier, Conan Gray, Taylor Swift Current Fav musical: Dear Evan Hansen Fav things to do: read wolfstar/jegulus fanfiction ; press flowers in books, colouring things Well, I guess that's it! I'm so proud of you <3 Keep doing amazing things. With love, Ni

Epilogue

1 day later

Dear Ni :)
HOW OLD ARE YOU? I'M TWENTYYY. AHHHHH
Grown up, me? Ahahaha, I feel like I'll never feel that way. And I'm always cringe so...
Today was the...

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Enrogl ugh? greaneet riwseetd **** this no a eht vere si. Up i uyo nseic yaotd ghnadce eettlr i atls as'rey kinth wnrgo hucm rwteo tlsa eoph daer nrt'ae i " utrlly adn orf vena'th ayer i i nad ihst" oot. Hezior my a,rgone tveuaofir rne,ge i are elylwo tills nrbwo oolsrcu stlli dna nda evol. And 'mi rove adn tmeh lslit fnsfaic ologisn eljsguu erdngai lrawsfot ym styian. Oenmy ni own we ifllyan actgni hwit 'mi aenc arfo srrsmaftreno and tlils de. Iwth isltl g)bai elvo ( u,s i ym and ifnesdr tslli e emth hte anin rest i ifaso, of iefl gaiinem ym. I ulersggt nad eenrgd ni ********* more llbeagin htsi etnocdifn dna naglitk btauo slilt hcmu it im' hiwt btu. Bit and stlil a i hda lilst em a rpenrta ev'athn hosbter taht. .
Fftsu ghacnde smoe ash. Alhhte eyar thsi ordimvep anteml my ash orf reus. Fymsle abuot irfuged more icftnodne and ermo eabcem lfes i i uftsf. Dna the trpa hwit crew i esma aws oen 'eiv ttah fo teh emarngy nihsgt costeol onde tewn ot dna a bcemae fo erve. 90€20 dan tlmaso uactnoc i ym i hvea in readtts arisnig dan mneyo kgwiorn rfo ysemfl. Ylmfse damdir go ni i :) ozrehi yb iestctk ubgoht to see fylsme.
Saem is is nyheeritvg utb adsh i the taubeliuf nda knhti thta vetrhygnei. .
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Sjtu i ttah ma payhp dna yuo nwta ot ielk uoy sjtu dropu fo m'i os oyu os am i ovle yuo wkno i. Ghncea a ghtin uoltdnw' buoat us. Ndfier dna ylepde rifeoauvt ym you reopns sbte vrye i and ueyro' voel my. .
Peek gylsi,na od walasy sa uoy <3.
El,vo thiw.
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Vaf. N,gree bwnor yewllo, eonag,r uosrcol :.
Fav. A,gib an,ni nda : su pleeop ols af,ois.
Afv. Ehzoir song oesmone : wne yb.
Fav. Ltegsnnii and !!i)l!ve tnweodsha : i to adwhtce 'haseetrh t,reynlruc ( mena ilsrg ailcsmu.
Vaf. Oeizrh )): : snrige.

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