Hey 17 year old me? how is it going? how is life? did we make it? how was graduation? is mama and baba proud of us? did we apply to uni? did we get accepted? what are our plans? congrats btw I am so proud of u, we came and got so far, i am so happy to see that we reached this part of our life and that all the sleepless nights, mental breakdowns, stressed mornings, all those tears we shed and all that stress we kept has paid off to something great. i know its scary. ig its normal and u get adapted to it soon. but hey we are done alright? its over! this isnt the end this is just the start.
what am I doing? ya lol last final exam is on monday, i have physics, me and the batch are at the library rn revising. SHD from math is moving to the states i am going to miss her alot. monday will be the last day i see her so gotta say goodbyes to everybody actually on monday. I still cant grasp the fact we are gonna be seniors. like i am still stuck in 8th grade i am sorry lmao. this is just crazy.
our little sis is graduating this coming friday. I am so proud of my little girl, she had it tough this year, mental stress and emotional abuse from her teachers and she is only 6. honestly this is walking proof of how school is the cause of our mental health issues. I hope this doesnt effect her later on and i hope she gets a good teacher next year. anyways we are travelling in around 12 days so in eid.
first eid i spend travelling and i am so excited. I have so many plans.
ps. i hope i make it before the last first day of school, i cant miss last first day of high school.
Anyways nothing so interested has happened. i am currently going crazy over jacks and eva from OUABH i need the third book asap the wait is ******* me, i need that endgame to happen. the new book better have a better ending than the one before it. but yk whats ******* me more is I cant spoil anything to my frnd cuz she is gonna start reading the series really soon and I need to talk abt this to someone, i might reread with her cuz i miss jacks <3 I hope she finishes reading it soon cuz idk how long i can keep it in me before spoiling her. anyways i will go finish studying physics then i'll just write another letter to when the third book comes out so i can yk ya lol
CONGRATS AGAIN AND I AM SO PROUD OF U! YOU GO GIRL!
<3 with love,
ur pre-senior self. 17.june.2023
Epilogue
29 days later
oh 16 year old me.
its all over too soon.
this year was such a rollercoaster with many plot twists. i dont even know where to begin. we missed first...
Ihngnto aslt os yad tslyhneo pdehpean utb cdi. Weke entier i tfsri yualctla hte esismd. Egrter aseuc in xeirenpcee amuunt dnto it got i aws ftsri eht boul i tub gmaznia ot it of. .
Tsih epoelp nyma etm nwe i year. .
Reya tub saw eflt eerth n,kbil ktctsaa nad weer resat a pncia wraeoksbdn teh tworh ti h,trsengi kiel leatnm it dan all. Eth ressrudip artse adn eht otu dobguankrc eht by sonet,mm ecssrma aphyp huaslg oodg erwe all nois,e ehste dna edaswhdo ks,joe eht. Fo ermsoeim het rewe oen ssalc btes chooslpyyg. Uamotn ncriyg eth os of tsreatd ew etsmi ew lgehadu drha.
Hopotosoth ardh geuadlh tath a uydst we netw noe fo litl adh to ew ym husoe ruth inerma i esakngpi mite hdar ot reh iyskden i uor hlep fro so ermmrebe nda dna f'bss lgahniug so. Het vene vere i i nihtk to ltgie huladg,e i thedars etaehrb hda 'ntodluc be taht.
Itsh i saw icchet elfe nda so ufn ryea.
Dan dnee,d nhew lla it mdaer lfte eikl ti a.
Mader ulaactly drntaiouag a eftl ielk cidul. Ni tge rebmemre mtie bkca wtne to eenv eltgi by l,kbni ti het i teh my ym teas mpladoi i otg yb donluct to a klaw. 21 ressst lebl ni feilneg, alts ahtt atfer be i( ot nwrohgti )oogd! hten casp telf sraeedel tbes eht raecsgnmi slawaylh raeys of teh in adn had iedebss mer,cas the eth teh.
Tnio a ntio and gto cepdtaec ew pedplai pghcloyosy sau ajomr. .
Cavskeaj got htat mdeenga wtb ilfnlya and. Wne ufnod adn ssbeose voer ew a to ukcbopoole. . . . . Aik adn eynpad. We isrese aserhtt osla tsalmo em tihw era eth node. Love araon i dog rwenar. .
Is ilffaocliy vero urmmse. Dna ocsme ot nhnitog ihts it flimya wsa oot aftc for endde of hgholtau shtur ngl eth celos aery 2023 osno smreum. Msreum grisl rlgi a it swa cuhs. Ocinsu coicaht my emrreebm muoant rmsmuse one avhe setb adn i eht tufsf i i,dd of wlli the fo dlvie yczra emmsru isht sa me. 2 cmhoiske fele nebe dna i ynlo ydas ti has ledraya. Os isms and i hucm enevtryhgi oyeverne. Adn dan on hwtgainc wlli htwi ew rhe d,eupll ivyteerem segtnirh my mssi teh hte eta me oncsiu netw atpirse ew had tyni i biagkn rado iebk ou,t eevlerossp and lla. Su nad reymteevi tntigsi at to okol ni pekade aynbclo unghagli hte het rhuthgo tuo niehbrog wowidn eth. Uesmrsm hte fo was it ngl eon bste.
Naywsya.
Si mrtw atoniirento. We uin ot rae omg ggion tullaclya ahh. So rnvusoe mi. Rou fedrsni 2 etnw of bdaroa. And itusvyrnei ot ear 4 rsoeth the emas nogig. I mssi yneevoer sm.
Ni reodwn i meet woh i inu lwli. I tanw lgn dotn ot og kelyow. .
Gstitanr on gpnialnn sbiesnus ma i mslla a. Ytuboue nignope to a teh anelcnh eesf upflheyylo hpel uuotitn ayp nad ambye. . . Ese esog lilw how we htat. .
Nyyawsa. To heer enw a is achpert.
.
Ade,rrgs.
71 old em yrea.
This user has written an update to this letter.To see what they wrote, please
update: the fact, when i replied to this i was wondering who i would meet in uni......the love of our life dear me, that's who. no one wouldv'e prepared us for all those plot twists but here we are.
Letter Author:
over 1 year ago